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Diary XIV, XV, 16-Part I
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12.17
WEDNESDAY
3:54 AM
I started a stream about 1 AM, then Bill Gaither came on and I had to turn my TV off to avoid copyright issues.
I made this yellow book with my own hands. It is made of index cards and staples, written with purple ink, at least this part of it is.
I searched for a video I could safely show from a third-hand source (my TV) on my stream that Steve my neighbor (an atheist) might hear. I rejected Francis Collins for he believes in Theistic evolution and I chose an ex-Muslim's testimony of Jesus Christ, whose family forsook him after he found the Christ, and he held on to his testimony through all the persecution and is a wonderful witness for Jesus Christ. Meanwhile I'm playing RAID Shadow Legends and getting Diamonds from winning gear from Multibattle attempts.
It's possible to have rules and discipline yet still be free.
It is possible to have no rules or boundaries yet be in bondage.
Josh came home, and is trying to give up smoking, but still justifies weed and vaping.
Steve visited Josh and his mother.
I witnessed to him of the reality of Noah's Ark and the Flood but he doesn't believe the evidence. Josh gave me a Bible Encyclopedia for which I am very thankful. Josh thinks his God is different than my God. I invited him to Pete's church tonight. Hopefully he will go. He says he will not do weed or smoke inside his house in front of me anymore. If this is true, then I may be able to hang out with him more. If he renegs, I will separate myself from him more, but will allow him to come over my place.
I see how satan plans on making Josh's life twice as bad as before. Weed causes paranoia.
I have just learned that Josh is a fan of Obama. This disheartens me. I testified to Josh and his mother about Bar Kochba and how it proves the Book of Abraham and about Kolob being the nearest star to the planet where God dwells. I read something Mark wrote to myself and testified of the power of Choice and of Jesus appearing to me. And I invited Josh over to my place.
Josh borrowed 5-----USD bucks and I am excited for him coming over later today, going to church with me and possibly hanging out with Rick and I afterward.
I'm getting 1,200 extra COLA dollars in January. I'm so excited!
Josh gave me a powdered Skittles drink mix - Wild Berry Punch.--It is most delicious!
4:56 PM As we were getting ready for church, Josh read the following Expositor's Study Note, on Ecclesiastes 7:15, on self-righteousness. (First of all, this Passage does not mean that a man perished because he is righteous; neither does it mean that a wicked man prolongs his life by being wicked. It does mean that some just men die at an early age, even though "righteous." As well, some men, despite their wickedness, live long lives. We must leave such things in the hands of God!")
He told me that that note reminded him of the story of his life.
Josh and I went to and from each others' apartments today.
We walked up to Pete's church and found it closed, then walked home and I poured us root beer, then he walked to Casey's where he's getting me a cheeseburger. He has agreed to clean here for starting at 10.00-----USD/hour and I may raise it to 15.00-----USD/hrs. later.
Now I'm watching Father Spitzer's Universe until he gets back.
Earlier I watched Kevin Zadai.
My new Master on Dark Jedi Brotherhood is Mihoshi Keibatsu, or Miho, or Jack.
6:29 PM It was too cold, so Josh couldn't walk, or drive for a different reason, so he's eating a burrito and will bring me a burrito when he comes over here again to hang out with me.
I'm watching archeological evidence on YouTube for Assyrian attempted invasion of Judea and Father Spitzer.
7:28 PM My burrito was GOOD! It had beef, and Picante sauce. Josh worked for about 45 minutes and I paid him 7.00. He cleaned my bathroom and decorated my room with Star Wars toys., and put a plastic bag in a trash can. Praise God for his help! Thank You Father!
7:54 PM He went home and we did a Bible study over the phone. Then I read about Elisha and the woman from Shunem in the Bible, and went straight to bed.
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Re: Diary XIV, XV, 16-Part I
12.18
THURSDAY
I got up early and bought a Pepsi and went to work. Later I made a blue book for my next journal, XIV-PART III. At work I shelved a lot of Westerns, and carried empty boxes and arranged them in the back closet for Sue's husband Jesse.
After work I drank root beer, listened to Messianic Praise CD (most of it, for it is scratched and a lot of it skipped, because I let it get dirty on the counter and cleaned it wrong.) and watched 3 Episodes (about) of Season 2 of Star Wars Rebels. I got the Biography of Alexander Hamilton and read from Dog Man Comics: Lord of the Fleas. I finally found Cindy Morgan - Job by YouTuber BobForGod, by the Irish Film Orchestra (streams), on YouTube, which I have been trying to find for years. Praise God!
I had a peanut b u t t e r wrap for supper and Josh came over and I helped him put an earring backing on him. Then he helped me arrange my Star Wars shelf and promised to replace the lightsaber he broke. I had asked Theory (Toos) for a packet of screws for the saber in a stream of his, giving him my home address in chat, so I can fix my saber.
Now Josh is reading Destined To Reign by Joseph Prince and I return to The Return of Sherlock Holmes on audible and hardcopy.
I copied out a poem by Leo Frobenius called, An Embrace.
I read some of Mark Sohlden's Commentary on Isaiah.
I paid Josh 10.00-----USD on the 3'rd of month next to arrange books neater on one of my bookshelves and to help me wash my dishes. I showed him some of my best RAID: Shadow Legends characters and told him about the game, which I'm playing now, during the stream Good,, 5. My game will likely be MultiBattling for a very long time, possibly hours, to win Arcane Ascension Potion.
7:32 PM As my MultiBattle attempts continue at my house on my stream, I'm at Josh's house, listening to music and I watched TV, and ate two German Kleinze cheese sausages, with Twist-Up soda. I had a cup of Columbian Folgers Coffee with powdered French Vanilla creamer. On TV, we watched nature destroy things and People having accidents.
Now we're watching more of The Private Life of Sherlock Holmes. I haven't started more of The Return of Sherlock Holmes yet tonight. Bubarudici the cat sits near Binks the male tabby cat on Josh's couch as I watch my phone on Josh's table on a wooden chair.
8:02 Now we are watching Joseph Prince because he wanted to suddenly while Holmes was on.
8:09 Now suddenly he's listening to music. His dopamine switches are greatly improving. He was willing to go OUTSIDE to smoke (but it was too cold) whereas before he had been so impatient to smoke he wouldn't even leave his kitchen, then his room, but he insists on vaping in front of me. His doctor no-nothing told him vaping was better for you than smoking. Vaping can be an instant killer because it goes straight to your brain.
I'm looking at the book The Shack Josh owns.
Josh watched a video earlier that said the devil never shows up AS the devil. Then I told him the devil will show up as things you think are good, and make you think God's giving you things, but it's actually the devil.
8:16 PM then he listened to part of a Christian song, then of his own accord went to a song about being a loner stoner needing no friends. Why he went off from the Christian song to the loner, stoner song, and didn't finish that earlier, to a man singing about his wife smothering him.
At least the third song, is better than the second.
As I passively listen to Swedish, I continue to organize my bookshelves . I had been organizing them for about an hour.
I put away all my magazines, or most of them, except one Book of Mormon Foundation Witness and one Quaetzal Codex in my Archaeology Section, where I have my Bible Almanac. Josh gave me, and Fantastic Archaeology by Stephen Williams.
I pause to write. I had put all my historical dramatization DVD's that I could find together in one place.
l have a lot of my American History books in one place, and am building a new sciences and maths section.
My Bibles and Book of Mormon and my Doctrine and Covenants (1997) are on my top shelf, with importante notebooks and binders .My 20 MultiBattles from four hours ago are still going on, on MultiBattle attempt 14. Hopefully , I'm getting a LOT of Arcane potion for a LOT of Character Ascenscion.
I gave Josh four Tylenol cold and flu tablets, and instructed him to only take one, and at his mother's direction. He did research about it on his phone and decided he would only take it when he really had the cold or flu.
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Re: Diary XIV, XV, 16-Part I
12.19
FRIDAY
2:15 AM CST
I started a new stream and my 20 MultiBattle attempts are over. Min Vardag still plays on repeat on my TV. I turned it off now after 2:22 so I can sleep.
I gave Josh N. Pete Winstead's telephone number yesterday.
I love and Believe on Jesus and His Father !
I'm going to bed soon. It is 2:22 AM (38).
Bye4now!
Diary XV
I brushed my teeth last night but got zero sleep. Good to be in a clean house.
I worked on my Diary Project most of the night, migrating an entire journal from Mara site to BrentLogSite1, then deleting the Mara one, for it was Delusion-heavy, and all in a convoluted perverse order, with no rhyme or reason to it.
Whenever I hear a voice saying I'm likely not to mess up, its satan, not God, setting me up for a fall.
God will NEVER give me his permission to self pleasure or look at porn, or command me to, and if I hear any voice saying I need a release, that's satan, even if a man or woman says it, satan is saying it through them.
Joseph Smith told me it was a sin to self-pleasure.
10 :11 AM As I streamed Good,,,,,, 1 with cam off, Josh helped me clean out my kitchen sink from gunk and took out my kitchen trash.
He is not charging me anything for his labour because its Christmastime.
1:49 PM CST
I prayed at home for a new loveseat and went to the store and immediately Josh called me and offered me a new loveseat for Christmas for free. Praise God for answered prayer! I bought a lot of groceries and ate two eggrolls at China Buffet, came home and drank half a glass of Anderson Erikson eggnog, ate two slices of cheesecake and two heaping spoons of old fashioned potato salad. I invited Josh over and gave him a Lunchable with an Oreo Cookie in it, lunchmeat, crackers and I think juice, and fed him a little eggnog and two slices of cheesecake. Then he and I polished my kitchen table and cooling rack for my laptop.
He vaped in my apartment right in front of me and I told him sharply to do that outside on the front porch. He said he did it without thinking about it, and promised to vape outside on my front porch in the future.
He left to get cleaning supplies because I'm running low and have no money the rest of this month. When he left, he took his unopened Lunchable with him. He says he'll be back in about an hour. I'm going to try to get a little more shuteye in the interim. I was attempting to take a nap when Josh called suddenly saying he would be over, before the cake, before the nog, before the polish. I read him a little of my current Journal, Journal XV, before he cleaned. I read him especially the pointers to help us win the battles against the enemy with lust, but Christ Jesus has already won the War. (by his shed blood. We are the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus, children of God, and Destined to Reign!)
Diary 16
To every thing...
Turn, turn, turn....
there is a
*sigh* Mark called The Sealed Book of Mormon 'full of confusion"
I started studying human anatomy physiology and pathology and physic, and got a book on the Interwebs and their inventor's purpose for it .
I worked shelving Espionage Thrillers from 'A' to 'D'
Rob Reiner was murdered, so he can't direct Solo Part 2. I mourn his loss. I got this record book free from Sue. I ordered the Book Pray Bold by Joel Osteen for Josh through Mrs. Sue's computer, and will pay her for it next month, Lord Willing. I will pay for it but there may be a major global shift starting tomorrow and shall I stand?
Josh and I ate dinner at his house, and fudge pieces, and we watched the beginning of End of the Rope, a 1930's Modern Western on TV.
Bubarudici and Binks slept together. Bubarudici is giving himself a bath. Josh still has the Book of Mormon I gave him.
*sigh* Mark called the SBOM 'uninspired trash' and said he read it and translated it. I admonished him to take Moroni's Warning at the conclusion of the book to heart and to do as Moroni directs, to ask of God with a sincere heart, acting no hypocrisy, having faith in Christ. I love Mark. I prayed, open his eyes that he may see, his ears that he may hear and his heart that he may understand, and do a Paul thing on him, for he thinks himself to be blameless.
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