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My Deconstruction/Reconstruction Diary

06/24--
SABBATH

1177 B.C. Fall of civilization

Invasion of the Sea-people.

1200's BC Battle of Troy

1200's B.C. In Germany, newly discovered battle near a river.

When was Abraham? 2098 BC-1923 BC [2008-2183 AM

Pyramids used to be white with gold capstones.

165 BC-the Maccabees led an uprising against Seleucid king Antiochus IV (Epiphanes) and prevented him from destroying the Jewish people. -Israel My Glory. July/August 2017 p.10

10/27/2017 According to one of the Church Fathers, the Syballine Oracles did not come from the Oracle at Delphi as I originally was led to believe.
Last Edit: Aug 23, 2022 at 5:09am by study3600
Love is sacrifice. 11/09--
THURSDAY

I don't see visions. My visions are delusions because of my mental illness. When they open up , shut them down . Don't play with them.

Prophecies of the 570 AD Apostasy.

Acts 20:28-31

2 Thessalonians 2:3 Law of double reference, this also refers to apostasies of Latter Days.

Tract: The three kinds of Christian Churches.

Paul Richardson -a Pentecostal preacher who believes in the Book of Mormon
Last Edit: Aug 16, 2022 at 10:53am by study3600

06/09--
FRIDAY

Yesterday morning, Gina Denise Beaudrie came up to me and told me that she had been talking to the Lord about me and He told her, I have a choice. I cannot serve two gods. I cannot serve God and the devil. This is my last chance. Get on the ark or stay off it.

I have two testimonies for the Remnant and Larsen's Revelations and a testmony for Gary Whiting and Randy Vick being true Apostles and for all but one of the JCRB Revelations, Robert Whenham's, and one witness for the Apostes, the first two.

One of the nights I asked for a testimony of the Remnant Revelations I dreampt that a horn of oil was being poured onto my head and I was in the likeness of a righteous computer hero named Vision.
(To confirm this testimony, as I type this at 12:30 AM on Thursday June 28, 2022, I again felt and still feel a horn of oil being poured upon my head)

More recently Jesus convicted me in my dreams by showing me pages of the Remnant Revelations and talking to me. Everything in some of the Revelations that pertained to me was shown to me with the rest crossed out. One of the things that was crossed out was a phrase that I will paraphrase as because I don't think it's exact "there are those who say that this (movement) is not a movement at all...." It was crossed out with a single strikethrough so it was all readable.

Felt Holy Ghost strong during typing fourth paragraph.
Last Edit: Aug 16, 2022 at 10:53am by study3600
Love is sacrifice.

01.07--
SABBATH

Yesterday, just as I was going to bed, as I lay down, I had asked for confirmation of the JCRB Revelations/Inspired Messages+Tell My People+Vernon Darling's Communion Message, except for Robert Whenham's false revelation. I received an unmistakable burning in my bosom that I know was from God. It was not warm fuzzies or emotionalism. I also felt warmth over my body, (tho not like a bath, like my Book of Mormon Testimony or my Inspired Version Testimony

01.28--
SABBATH

When I read my experiences to Joy, she confirmed it could be of God.

02.03--
FRIDAY

Many weeks ago, when I sought to know whether Gary Whiting and Randy Vick were True Apostles, I received a slight warmness over my body and a burning in my bosom.
Love is sacrifice.

05.28--
LORD'S DAY-SABAOTH

Joy was told by God that the High Priests on up have that calling but the time is not yet. Apostles and Patriarchs are included in this. I interpret this to mean that the High Priests, when they were originally ordained, the time was not yet and that is why their quorum had to be reorganized at this years' general conference.
So Gary Whiting and Randy Vick are True Apostles. I had prayed for a witness for this to come from an unlikely source.


02.12--
SABAOTH-LORD'S DAY

Near the end of 2015 or in 2016 Kenny Soper spoke under the influence of the Holy Spirit to me and told me to prepare because God has a work for me to do. He told me to study, to pray, allow the Holy Spirit in my heart and to come to Him often and He will reveal many things to me, and deliver me as the Children of Israel.

Today, during the prayer service this Sunday morning Buddy Spicer spoke to me and Adam Larsen under the influence of the Spirit.
When He spoke to me I felt the Holy Spirit all over me in a way I had never felt before, very, very strong, and afterwards I was shaken the experience was so strong. Jesus Christ said to me through Buddy that my Priesthood call was soon. To Adam Larsen He said that if he will accept the call (Adam's call) it will be in his time.

05.14--
LORD'S DAY-SABAOTH

10:23 AM Asked God to baptize me with fire. Felt warmth and burning over much of my body, and burning inside. Before 2:08 PM I told Ken this and he said "now you have your own testimony."

Yesterday evening he called me into his room and encouraged me to get a testimony of the Baptism of Fire.



From, Spiritual Experiences of Brent Lee Sohlden

Wednesday, 5/10/17

The first time I received it (a manifestation of the Gift of the Holy Ghost) was when I got my first Book of Mormon Testimony after reading it a couple of times and I felt the Holy Spirit for the first time. This Testimony is confirmed by many witnesses....
The Holy Spirit felt like a warm bath all over my body followed by a burning in my bosom, as I lay on my back.
.... Later.... while I yet lived with Joy and Cecil the first time, I received my first Inspired Version Testimony, and felt the Holy Spirit in the same way as I had with my first Book of Mormon testimony. There are at least two witnesses in the Doctrine and Covenants confirming this Testimony....Once more like a warm bath all over my body as I lay upon my bed, and in my bosom a clear and unmistakable burning.

....In Michigan I laid the Commandments and Covenants by Rick D. Leonard and the Book of Doctrine and Covenants (to 144) side-by-side on the dining room table. I got on my knees and raised my hands and asked God if the Doctrine and Covenants was true. I got nothing. Then I asked if the Commandments and Covenants was true. Again, nothing. Then I asked if both together were true. I felt a strong, deep burning in my bosom...This Testimony has a witness in Joseph Smith's Sermons and some other witnesses in the Doctrine and Covenants.
Love is sacrifice.

AD 2016 CONT'D

12.10--
SABBATH

Some Bible prophecies of the events in the Book of Mormon and of the coming forth of the Book of Mormon:

Isaiah 29 (esp. IV, KJV also.)
Jeremiah 49:30
Jeremiah 48:32
Isaiah 16:8
Genesis 49:22 (KJV & IV)

AD 2017 CONT'D


05.25--
THURSDAY

One.- My testimony.
Two: RLDS Doctrine and Covenants 22:24 A-B
Three: RDC 42:15 A

Witnesses of the Doctrine and Covenants+ Commandments and Covenants:

1.) RDC 117:9 A
2.) RDC 126:10 B My law, to guide- talking about the Doctrine and Covenants.
3.) Joseph Smith Sermons 12 November 1831 (Wednesday) third witness and this was talking about the Book of Commandments (CC).


2016 AD CONT'D

12.16--
FRIDAY

How God views the Doctrine and Covenants:

"The book of Revelation (The Book of Commandments) now to be printed being the foundation of the Church & the salvation of the world & the keys of the mysteries of the Kingdom & the riches of Eternity to the Church-Joseph Smith, Jr. Nov 12-13, 1831.

2017 AD CONT'D

06.11

-Non-contradiction.
-Physical Evidence.
-Spiritual Testimony.
-Law of Two or Three Witnesses.
-Multitude of Counsellors.
-ways of escaping deception.

06.11--
LORD'S DAY-SABAOTH

Witnesses of the Apostasy

-Acts 20:28-31
-Amos 8:11-12
-Matthew 11:12
-II Thessalonians 2:2-3
(Law of Double Reference)
-Revelation 13:7-8
(Law of Double Reference)
-Revelation 12:1-6, 13-14
- RLDS Book of Mormon I Nephi 3:339-144
-RDC 84:1 A-D
-RDC 85:26 A-B

Witnesses of the Restoration

-Isaiah 29:10-12 (KJV)
-Isaiah 29:11-20, 26 (KJV)

Evolution: 1836
-Isaiah 29:15-16, 27-28 (KJV)

Lebanon became a fruitful field: 1853.
-Isaiah 29:17, 29 (KJV)

Witnesses of rebaptism is a requirement:
-III Nephi 8:60-66
-RDC 20
-Matthew 9:18-23 (IV)

Witnesses of Open Communion is wrong:

-RLDS III Nephi 8:32-36
-III Nephi 8:39-49
-III Nephi 8:60-65

Multitude of council:

-The Magisterium, which is not infallible.
-The Scriptures, which are not infallible.
-The leadership of the Church, which is not infallible.
There are checks and balances, and we must listen to the Voice of the Spirit, The Good Shepherd.
The Magisterium is the teaching authority of the church, or the rendition of how the elders interpret the law. It is not infallible, and may contain errors, but is generally reliable. It consists of the Church Fathers or Doctors, the Elder's Journal, and other such documents (Such as the Law of Temporalities, etc.)
The Scriptures, which must be relied upon above all, especially upon what is written, but yet are not one hundred per cent infallible with only the mistakes of the men whom God wrote them through (condemn not the things of God that you may remain spotless at the judgment day), is the plumline. It, what is written in the Three Standard Books, MUST be relied upon. Anything else, any other Scripture, must line up with, agree with that Standard of Authority.
The leadership of the church interprets the law and brings order to the church.

Besides the 5 ways of escaping deception these must be acceded to to ensure that we do not become heretics, when we choose for ourselves (Greek hærsis) what we believe. Also God places in our lives teachers and prophets and prophetesses who help keep us in line. These can be male or female. They can be mothers, fathers, pastors, priesthood, uncles, aunts, or even true friends. God puts people into our lives to speak into them. No one is a law unto himself, needing God only with no instructors unless he is in rebellion to God.

Joseph Smith needed to tell his father about his experiences.
David needed Nathan.
Elijah was not alone, there were hundreds of others who kept themselves pure.
John the Baptist had his mother and father.
Jesus, setting the example, was subject unto his mother and earthly father. (Luke 2:51).


Four witnesses of no women can be in the priesthood:

Metaphysical realities.
The Church is a woman and in the male priesthood produces the seed of the kingdom, through which the Church births the Kingdom. -Heard on EWTN, Magisterial teaching.


Church-the Bride of Christ
Members-the body, priesthood and bride birth the Kingdom.
Women cannot be in the priesthood, for it is against nature.
Last Edit: Oct 24, 2023 at 6:58pm by study3600AD 2017

01/23--
YOM SHANI-DAY AFTER SABAOTH OR DAY AFTER LORD'S DAY

"....This is not to be compared to one (women) having priesthood authority given to them, for this can never be."

-Arthur A. Oakman Revelation, 1974


At Wesleyan Woods Campgrounds, at Great Lakes Regional Reunion, in 2013, a man came up to me and testified to me that he was fooled by the revelation on women's ordination, but that he found out that the spirit behind it felt similar to God's Spirit, but was subtly different, just enough to fool him. This man testified to me at a time when I was about to start believing in women's special priesthood rights but didn't yet and didn't know I was, and he had no way of knowing this, nor did I.


I read in a book once, of a Priesthood man who was determined to speak out against women in the Priesthood at the 1984 World Conference, but he had boils all over his body that day, so stayed home. He took it as a sign from God that he wasn't supposed to go.

God does not plague people with boils who are going to do something good. Satan does that. Eventually the man accepted the whole Community of Christ liberal New Age kit and kaboodle agenda.

Benjamin Franklin came when he was sick to the Constitutional Convention and it was a good thing he did.
Last Edit: Aug 23, 2022 at 5:16am by study3600

10.20--
FRIDAY

Later, I read a book that convinced me women's special Priesthood rights was ok and 156 was true. But God delivered me from this belief, and one of the ways He delivered me was the man at the reunion's testimony, that he had given me before I had started believing falsely.


Witness that RLDS 147- is false: W. Wallace Smith prophecied from the 1964 World Conference floor that no more Revelation would be given until his unpublished revelation was obeyed.

And there was silence in heaven for the space of half an hour.

30 years later the silence was broken in 1991 with the First Voice of the Patriarch's, God's Thunders, Walter Weldon's Tell My People Message.

Actually I believe Patriarch Oakman's 1974 Revelation on WWIII was the first Voice of the Thunders. (quoted above).

Many Lives, Many Masters by Brian L. Weiss, MD and the readings of the "sleeping prophet" Edgar Caycee are false, and do have to do with the devilish doctrine of kharmic transmigration of souls in both of them.
Last Edit: Aug 23, 2022 at 5:58am by study3600
Love is sacrifice.

AD 2018 CONT'D

08/06--
YOM SHANI-DAY AFTER LORD'S DAY







Witnesses that you must be baptized and confirmed in RLDS Church to take Communion:







RDC 20



RLDS III Nephi 8:48
Last Edit: Aug 23, 2022 at 5:52am by study3600

2017 AD/CE CONT'D

06.21--
WODEN'S DAY

Something big is going to happen in September of this year.

(1/15/18 Hurricanes)

In answer to my inquiry:

The Believing of the Lost Tribes of Israel were visited by Me.
The Unbelieving were visited by Mine Apostles.

(Galatians 2:9)

(1-15-2018 Burning in bosom-strong but gentle) (2/16/18 This was not, however, as strong as my Book of Mormon or Book of Abraham testimonies. One night after I moved back to Missouri I wanted to know whether Plurality of Gods, the Joseph smith sermons and Book of Abraham were true. I felt wave after wave of palpable peace and another witness which I recorded somewhere and lost the record of, unless I have it somewhere, but I remember that wave after wave of spiritual peace but do not recall whether thae other witness was warmth over my body like a bath or a strong burning in my bosom.-8-23-2022-BLSKV)
Last Edit: Aug 23, 2022 at 6:12am by study3600

06.22--
THOR'S DAY

For seven days I deceived my own self thinking that my own excitement for new things was burnings in my bosom. I jumped the gun, thinking that God was giving me my gift back partially, and I went astray from seeking a testimony at least as strong as my first Book of Mormon Testimony.

O how quick man is to be deceived even when he knows better! I already asked God's forgiveness for all this.


06/25--
SABAOTH-LORD'S DAY

The Lord told Joy some things about me during Church service today:

-The year I have set for myself is man-made. Things won't be any different in a year than they will be in a month (If I stayed in Joy's house things wouldn't have changed-1/15/2018-BLSKV.) I am hiding from my addiction. The only way I can overcome it is if I face it. I need to face my giants.........(8-6-18 That's why I go to the bookstore almost daily-to face my giants!) Joy explained that the way to face my addiction is to get an apartment.

After the service God told me to think before I speak, be sweet as Jesus has been sweet to me and to practice love. Joy confirmed He said this to me.

Joy said to me on the car ride home that I have to remember to have self-control. If I act in the world the way I acted yesterday someone will put me in the hospital. That, she said, is one of the reasons God wants me to go to an apartment, so I will be forced to have self-control. I will be forced to think clearer there than I do here, where I will not have self-control because I don't think I have to.

Gina said just now that I need to have faith in God first and faith in myself and trust that God healed (will heal, Ken added) me.

Michael Spicer spoke under the influence of the Spirit to Gavin today, that he will take from him all those things he desires and fill his heart with His love, which he desires.

When I ask for something and get a bad feeling, it may be that God is trying my faith, or testing it. It does not always mean that what I am asking for is false. He may want me to go out on a limb like I did for those other things. When I get a testimony as strong as or stronger than my first Book of Mormon Testimony, then I have no further need of asking for a testimony. It is better to have witnesses than a testimony, but a "confusion manifestation" (cool oily feeling all over my bosom)I can always rely on as confirming the truth of something when really I already knew it was true.

Last Edit: Aug 23, 2022 at 6:46am by study3600
Love is sacrifice.

2018 CONT'D

Witness that the Community of Christ was not a name given by the Holy Spirit:

From, Latter Day Saints' Beacon, Vol. 9, Issue 2, Feb-Mar 2017, p. 19

On the Tahiti Mission:

"The trio was hosted by Rereao Foster and his wife, Rose, at their home in Papura on the island of Tahiti. He is a long-time member of the Church and a faithful adherant to the pure gospel. He and the many other faithful Saints in the islands call themselves Sanitos. This name is reserved for those who follow the true gospel as it was first taught in Tahiti by Addison Pratt, Noah Rogers and Benjamin Goroaud who arrived in 1844. The members who have adopted the doctrines propounded by the Community of Christ (CoC) are referred by the name of that church, but not as Sanitos.
Two good things happened immediately. Brother Foster agreed to accept a call to the office of Elder. This was first suggested to him during the initial trip -He shared an interesting testimony of a prophecy spoken to him in 1990 by a local Patriarch, when Foster was told the church would change its name in 10 years and that he (Foster) would be an instrument in bringing the true church back to the islands.

2017 CONT'D

05/15--
THURSDAY

Sometimes one cannot know whether a thing is true or not alone. Sometimes that must be done corporately. It can be done in a way akin to the scientific method, also.

Also, that is one of the reasons God is reorganizing/restructuring His Church, so that corporately we can as a body of people have a consensus as to whether words put forth as the Word of the Lord are actually from the Lord. If we were still disorganized like we were more than eight years ago or so we would not be ready for the Prophets that came forth, and the Standing High Council of the Remnant who can be judges in Israel, nor the Apostles or Bishops. All things pertaining to Zion shall be judged. There will be a School of the Prophets besides the legitimate one in the Jubyite Church, which will minister to and lead to the Endowment, where we can use methods to test knowledge and theory and principle, etc., pertaining to the Kingdom.
I am really looking forward to the exciting times ahead of us. This is just the beginning of the beginning of this glorious unfolding!

05-25--
THURSDAY

Witnesses of baptism for the dead and that it is by proxy, and that it is for a future time.

-RDC 107
-RDC 109
-RDC 110
-Joseph Smith the Prophet and his Progenitors, p. 336, CH. LII
-RLDS CH Vol. 2 pp. 545-46
-Joseph Smith Sermons and personal writings, August 15, 1840, Oct 4, 1840, etc.

"I never claimed to be a perfect man, but there was no error in the doctrine I taught you"-Joseph Smith, Jr.

RDC 19:1A-2B .....the church...shalt give heed to all his (Joseph's) words.....as if from mine own mouth....

 AD 2017 CONT'D

6.11
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY

-The magisterium, which is not infallible.
-The Scriptures, which are not infallible.
-The leadership of the Church, which is not infallible.
There are checks and balances, and we must listen to the Voice of the Spirit, The Good Shepherd. The magesterium is the teaching authority of the Church, or the rendition of how the elders interpret the law. It consists of the Church Fathers or Doctors, the Elder's Journal, and other such documents, as well as living, current interpretations.
The Scriptures, what is written, is the plumline. It, what is written in the Three Standard Books, must be relied upon.
The leadership of the church interprets the law and brings order to the Church. Besides the 5 ways of escaping deception, these must be acceded to to ensure that we do not become heretics, choosing for ourselves (Greek, haersis) what we believe. Also God places in our lives teachers and prophets and prophetesses who help keep us in line. These can be male or female. They can be mothers, fathers, pastors, priesthood, uncles, aunts, other family, such as siblings or spouses, or even true friends. God puts people into our lives to speak into them. No one is a law unto himself, needing God only, with no instructors, unless he/she is in rebellion to God.
Joseph Smith needed to tell his father about his experiences.
David needed Nathan.
Elijah was not alone, there were hundreds of others who kept themselves pure.
John the Baptist had his mother and father.
Jesus, setting the example, was subject unto his mother and earthly father. (Luke 2:51).

Three witnesses for no women can be in the priesthood:

Metaphysical realities.

-The Church is a woman and the male priesthood produces the seed of the Kingdom, through which the Church births the Kingdom. - Heard on EWTN, Magisterial teaching.
Church - the Bride of Christ.
Priesthood and bride birth the Kingdom. Women cannot be in the Priesthood, for it is against nature.
-"....This is not to be compared to one [women] having priesthood authority given to them, for this can never be." - Oakman Revelation, 1974.
-At Wesleyan Woods Campgrounds, at Great Lakes Regional Reunion, in 2013, a man came up to me and testified to me that he was fooled by the revelation on women's ordination, but that he found out that the spirit behind it felt similar to God's Spirit, but was subtly different, just enough to fool him. This man who testified to me had no way of knowing that soon I would believe in Women's Special Priesthood Rights and that I would believe in RDC 156-159, because of the convincing words of John Moody.8.10
THURSDAY

I cannot trust any manifestation that feels like oil being poured upon the top of my head except what I know to be the Baptism of Love, which does not fall under the category of a confirmation of Divine Knowledge.
I know this because of what God told Joy in Church on the 28'th of June of this year.


AD 2017 CONT'D

6.28
WEDNESDAY

Today Joy was told by God in church that satan told me 'Uzbek' to get me to fantasize, that I was not to learn a foreign language, that I was to stay in Zion and help out, work and be a missionary here, which is why it is so important for me to study CPR, First Aid, and Emergency Preparedness.7.24
MONDAY

Per Joy. God showed her some things. I am worshiping knowledge (a form of satanism). I am overstimulated by the library.

Only read one book at a time.

(Current book: Pirate's Price, Scriptures and periodicals, (12.28.2024-BLS))


Love is sacrifice.

7.25
TUESDAY

I told the Lord that I was willing to lay down all my belief in the JCRB if He would show me by vision that the JCRB was doing everything wrong and heading in the wrong direction and that Randy Vick and Gary Whiting were false apostles.
He told me "I cannot show unto you the things that you are asking for, because it is impossible for Me to deny My Word."

Scriptural Witness that the Church is meant to be organized.

RDC 17:1A
RDC 122:8C

Scriptural Witness that the Rules and Resolutions are divinely ordained and binding upon the Church:


RLDS DC 122:10C.

Only Priesthood may preach. If it is not priesthood speaking, it is ministry, exhorting or admonition, or expounding.

RDC 42:4

One cannot preach or build up the church unless it is known to the church that he has authority.

RDC 42:4

One cannot preach or build up the church unless he has been regularly ordained by the heads of the church.

RDC 42:4

9.23
LORD'S DAY - SUNDAY

Witnesses of Reincarnation

Clement
Origin
Eben Alexander
Constantine's Edict.

10.18
WEDNESDAY

Witness that I am not cast off.

The next day God told Joy to go into my room and ask me what I had posted all over, and to tell me to rely upon the Holy Spirit.

10/19

THURSDAY

2'nd Witness that I am not cast off, or a castaway:

The Wednesday after the incident Joy said I prayed in the Spirit at Church.

3'd Witness

Gina confirmed to me tonight that God stopped me from doing what I wanted to do that night, and told me that was a personal testimony for me.

I passed some tests. I saw something new and rejected it right away instead of embracing it at first. Some things before that, I refused to even take a look at. Consequently I am allowed to read any Scripture inspired by God, including apocrypha. I am getting stronger in the faith.

Since I will soon be on my own, hopefully in apartment 4, when I am on my own I can make my own decisions, and I will strive to make righteous ones, not using my Christian liberty as an occasion to sin.
I will read one book at a time besides Scriptures and periodicals.
i will strive to do God's will. I will seek the Lord's will in everything I do.
Lord, help me to rely on the Holy Spirit, yea to put my trust in that Spirit which leadeth to do good; yea, to do justly, to walk humbly, to judge righteously, and this is [His] Spirit. [RLDS DC 10:6] In Christ's Name I pray, Amen.

11.3
FRIDAY

Witness of Tobit

Sealed Book of Mormon Reference.

Augustine's Witness:

Augustine's City of God, Part I, Book I, Chapter 13, p. 22:

"...and Tobit is commended, as the angel testifies, for having good service to God by giving burial to the dead." (Tobit 2:9; 12:12)

11/04
SABBATH-SATURDAY

Witness of Ecclesiasticus.

Augustine's Witness:

Augustine, City of God, Part I, Book I, p. 38, Chapter 27:
"And the Bible says, 'A man who is fond of danger will fall into it'"
(Ecclesiasticus 3:26)

[All references to City of God in my writings refer to the Penguin Paperback edition, 2003, unless otherwise noted.]

Witness of 'Wisdom of Solomon'

Augustine's Witness.

In City of God, Part I, Book I, Chapter 28 (If he mentioned it, it is true.)

When I don't have God's Wisdom on something, wait on God for the Wisdom on it before moving forward and thus I will learn patience.

When I think I hear from God, take it to Joy.

Rely on the Holy Spirit for the answers to my question. When I think He has given me an answer, take it to Joy.

2018 AD

02/16
FRIDAY

Witness that the Utah Mormons are not the True Church:

Joseph Smith III's testimony. The Lord spoke to him out of the whirlwind and answered his question: Why not join the Utah Mormons? Answer out of the whirlwind: Because you stand in a greater light than they.

2nd Witness Emma Smith was given Matthew 24:26 [KJV]

2024 AD


8.12
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY

My folly was in thinking I should discontinue this log. Now I will start it up again, God. Amen.

?2022? AD

7.7
SABBATH-SATURDAY

As I faced East with my hands raised to Heaven I asked YHWH if the Letter of Aristaeus was the Word of God and if I should read it. I studied it out in my mind when He said it is and I should. Then I got a burning in my bosom.

??2018 AD??

6.17
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY

After 3 Days of fasting at least one meal a day, at the end of the last day yesterday I saw the word 'LAUGHTER' flash before my eyes and looked down and saw a single gold plate, no words upon it. I have been fasting and praying for my own testimony of the Brazil Work. This morning I told Joy about this experience.

1:02 a.m. See p. -710-, Journal/Diary 6 BNLS. (yellow) on Saturday, June 16, 2018, after 3 Days of fasting, I saw the word LAUGHTER flash before my eyes and a single gold plate. I prayed and fasted for 4 Days (one Meal a Day) for the interpretation, which Joy confirmed:
In part, the interpretation is:
"It is mocked and ridiculed, yet it is true.'

All told I fasted and prayed 7 Days to know whether the Brazil Work was truly of God or not.;

(4/25/2020: And for single plate, the interpretation is "You can see it but you cannot touch it" or words to that effect. The interpretation of LAUGHTER is "It is mocked and ridiculed, yet true.")

AD 2024 CONT'D

11.3
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY (11/2 SABBATH)

Finally got Witness for Howard Pyle's Arthur Books. - Burning in bosom.
"Based on true and accurate Records-God.

10.16
WEDNESDAY

Why Mormonism is the True Church (Restructured)

-The Spirit's Witness.-will never deny.
-The Scriptures and Evidence back it up.
-Priesthood not infallible.
-Authority of Priesthood.
-Only Mormonism has Baptism for the Dead, Power of the Holy Priesthood, The Elijah Message, The Endowment by Earl Curry, The Voices of the Thunders-a fully filled every office fully male Priesthood, Zion in the Centerplace of Independence, Missouri, Zion Temple and Sealed Book of Mormon.

(P. 0091, DIARY 11, SERIES 4 HIGH SCHOOL DIARY 11)

Why Roman Catholicism is NOT True:

-Syncretism
-New Age "Aliens"
-Pope antichrist
-Pope Francis False Prophet
-Church murders people, yokes them down with a yoke of iron
-Inquisition (Now Little Course)
-Saint and Mary Worship
-"Sacred heart Jesus"-demonic
-Tradition over Scripture.
-Rejection of the Book of Mormon
-Holy Orders can be very evil.
-Jesuits evil.
-Skull And Bones and Knights of Columbus evil Catholic Cults.
-Great and abominable Church whose foundation is the devil.
-It took many plain and precious parts out of the Bible
-Papal decadence
-Sales of Indulgences
-Doctrine of Purgatory
-Total State/Church authority
-Priesthood child abuse
-Commanding Priests/Nuns to remain celibate
-The contradictions in Tradition are admitted by Catholics to be contradictions (according to Gavin Ortlund) yet they are still held above Scripture.
-Infant Baptism enforced since AD 254.
-Assumption of Mary
-They call Mary Queen of Heaven who is actually Semiramis wife of Marduk.
-Mary claimed to be co-redemptress and Mediatrix with Christ.
-"Mary" Apparitions including Fatima and Guadalupe who are really the goddess Ishtar.
-Endorsement of overimbibing drink and use of tobacco.
Acceptance of LGBTQ+ Agenda.

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 11.3
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY

From: Wounded warriors Notepad.

Why Utah Mormonism is not the True Church:

*LDC 132 still in the LDS DC
*Avenging Angels
*Blood Atonement
*September or October Dawn
*A Study In Scarlet
*Adam-God Doctrine
* False "Blacks were cursed from premortality" doctrine-many still believe it.
*Syncretism with Non-Christian faiths.
*Inclusivity with LGBTGQ+
*10% of necessity off the top tithe exacted and enforced-fleecing flock, instead of possibility of 10% of increase for those who cannot afford 10% of gross.
*Priesthood Baptized unto Brigham Young at Winter's Quarters.
*Testimony of witnesses in RLDS Church History who were there that God never did call Brigham Young in an audible voice to head the church as claimed.
*Brigham Young said in an interview conducted in RLDS Church History Volume 3: "Throw the papers under the desk. I brought them out to Utah to practice polygamy.
*Women's ordination.
*Priesthood ordained according to Age rather than calling.
*Water instead of wine.
*Changing the prayer over the wine to say water instead of wine.
*Many Utah Mormons believe that little g gods become big G Gods and that Heavenly Father was once an ordinary man, not a God-man, and that we can become "all that the Father is and more".
*Baptism for the dead practiced in a scattered condition done incorrectly.
*Many Temples that God never commanded to be built.
*Co-operation w/ Vatican
*Mormon Temple in Vatican.
*Freemasonic connections in Mormon Temple Ordinances, false Temple teaching of Ashera or Ishtar or Semiramis wife of Nimrod or Marduk as God's wife, and false Mormon Temple endowments not according to the pattern of the True Former and Coming True Latter Day Saint Temple Endowments.


Why the Restructured Church is the True Church.

*I fasted 7 Days to know the Truth at a Reunion, got two Visions/ Testimonies.
*Saw the plates on the Internet covered with sludge-they retained their brightness.
*Saw the plates on the Internet without the sludge.
*Saw a Vision of the plates-golden.
*Two Testimonies of the Sealed Book of Mormon, first one best-most sublime feeling of the Holy Spirit I have ever felt in my life.
*Secondhand Testimony
-) Joseph and other witnesses of the plates.
-) When Elder Ken Soper heard Elder Joseph Fredrick Smith's Testimony of the Sword and the plates he was flooded with the Holy Spirit.
-) Machinist at Paradise Outfitter Ministries Adverse testimony. Testified that when a machinist makes plates the holes are the same size. On Brazil plates holes were different sizes.
* No Doctrinal errors in the Sealed Book of Mormon according to my own observations and Seventy Jim Noland who does not believe yet.
* Persecution and rejection of the Book by the RLDS Church or also called the Restoration Branch Movement (NOT referring here to Community of Christ).
* The last verse or two of the Sealed Book of Mormon are a very strong warning.
* The Revelations of Mauricio and Joseph F. Smith.
* Satan striving to destroy the Brazil-USA Alliance and the Restructured Church, and cause Division, and strife of words.
* My experience going to First Branch for the first time will NEVER leave me as the most Spiritual feast I've ever had at any time at any church or Church ever.
*Reading from the Sealed Book of Mormon is a delicious feast to me.
*Since I gave my life to God during a concert in a Theatre, I understand the Love of God and the Scriptures are now alive unto me. I am kinder, more gentle, more loving and long-suffering, etc.
*I am truly hearing God's Voice like never before now though satan still has power to tempt me.
The Holy Spirit will tell Elder Ken when I am ready for Baptism and Confirmation.
I look forward to that Day.
Amen. 


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12/20/2025 11:27 pm  #2


Re: My Deconstruction/Reconstruction Diary

02/22-
YOM SHANI-10 ADAR


After you have tried everything, if it is in God's timing, God can use a miracle if you ask in faith believing that he will do it to achieve the seemingly impossible, even bending or contravening the laws of time and space or physics to do so; however the laws of pure mathematics are unalterable, but we do not know them all nor can man find them out and we are scratching the surface of what we know about maths and sciences.

Through faith we can control the elements, talk to the wind and get it to cooperate with us, move mountains (as Morian-cumr movded the mount Zerin), turn the courses of rivers (as Enoch), walk on water, transpose all things (move with our minds, and hands without touch and words). God created all things that are created and formed by speaking them into existence and building shaping and forming them by various means and with the faith and the tao or doubt combined and we have that power too innate within us as co-creators with God.  Moses used it.  Jesus Christ used it.  In fiction Luke Skywalker used it.

    To be a believer is to suffer persecution. Life isn't a bed of roses for either a believer or an unbeliever but an unbeliever receives absolutely no reward, no crown, for their daily suffering, but even worse suffering hereafter for their sins because they never sought God and repented of their crimes, but if you are a believer, YOU shall be paid for every loss, sorrow, tear, burden, cross and pain and heartache in the afterlife because YOU have trusted in Jesus Christ our risen Lord.

                          We are accountable for the things we know.

I turned my radio on Life 88.5 and it said, "When it feels like something's missing, When you're hurt and you can't find healing, just look up, know you're loved"..I looked up, said, I am loved..The song said "When you're heart's in a million pieces, When you're lost and you're far from reachin', just look up, know you're loved.  I looked up, said I'm loved..I really felt those ways. I feel better after eating supper and turning the radio on.


                                  PRAISE GOD!

My neighbor Steve just gave me a gallon of Vitamin D  milk and a loaf of white bread! Praise God!


  I ate two pieces of toast and butter and a glass of milk, and have been on PalTalk for a while, playing music.

                                           8:58 PM CDT

Steve just gave me a whole sack of potatoes! Praise God!
I ate one cooked, plain.
Had to keep turning the plate over and over again (which is not even necessary I have found) because the turntable in the microwave is broken

                                                        In intense prayer:

1) Lord's Prayer

2) Call all of the children's (and later) grandchildren's names.

3) Father I ask you in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ to let no harm, danger, or disabling accident ever come to my children or grandchildren.


A BOY AND HIS CAT

There once was a nicens widdle babooed named Brented.  He mawd up a widdle kittycat named Barmeow and put him on adventures which he acted out in blocking staging as if his house was a widdle stagey-poo.  His pahrents were his awdience.

His fadda, Leo, once had 'im slow it down a bit and he actually understood the acting cartoon alot.  Ladah his pahrants an im mowved ta Livington Sweet in Flind Townshib steat of Kees Sweet an he met a fine lady named Mawgawret in Jr High in Eighth Grade in Mistuh Stine's English Class later after hid pahrents split up, his fadda remarried to Reney and dey moved ta Daytun Street aldo in Flind Townshib. But becauwse of hid owen fawlt and aldo becauwse of misunderstandins he stawked da girl do she did like him somewhat an showed it, an showed him herh hare own da back of here head thru da slat in the cell da at da police station and came to him at the store but he tahned hid back on her, cad he taught she wad still angry at him fa da past. Yahs latah he waked to ha house in Bates Citee but again he failed to go to her or to call out to her wen she came owtside. So now he waits til he gets rid of hid familiar spirit an she will be back in his life again.

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12/20/2025 11:47 pm  #3


Re: My Deconstruction/Reconstruction Diary

What I wrote to @cielo East


@cielo East two short generations in which we must build a spiritual then a physical temple in America on the temple lot in Independence Missouri for Jesus to come suddenly to and rapture his church and the dead in Christ not to bring peace(at least not at first) but to destroy those who destroy the earth. Get ready he will not delay his coming and he is coming very very soon. I tell you the truth we are right now in the beginning of the Tribulation period and Obama is the antiChrist and Trump is the Cyrus figure sent to protect Israel and the church as the Temples in Israel and America are built and if we will honor Trump God will honor us.- posted to YouTube video '50 nations affected by covid-19 unite to sing Amazing Grace in response to @cielo East asking when Christ shall return. Posted by Brent Sohlden on 07/19-2020 AD after midnight from a WiFi Hotspot in front of McDonalds and a gas station/convenience store in Missouri, USA in a small town where I live.


What I wrote to a woman who tried to use me to get money by trying to befriend me with her charms a couple years back, Sharon:

Hello Sharon.

I no longer play videogames and never will again but I still like movies.

I know that is not the best opening of a letter but I really don't know what to say for I don't know you very well. I hope you don't drink smoke or do drugs.

I find that many of the Latin rite Catholic traditions, but not all of them ,to be good and true and I believe in Purgatory. I also believe that there are many levels of both hell and heaven and many inhabited world's besides this one and many that have passed away and many that shall come. I want to know what your beliefs are and what your testimony of Jesus Christ is.

I also want to know if you watch Sid Roth or Jimmy Swaggart or Kenneth Copeland or if you would be willing to watch them if you don't. I also want to know what you think of my belief in the Book of Mormon.

Secondarily I would like to discuss your experiences with cinema and know what your favorite movies are. Do you consider yourself a charismatic Catholic? Do you believe that the gift of tongues and prophecy is for today? Write back. Your acquaintance Brent Sohlden

--

Sent from my Android phone with mail.com Mail. Please excuse my brevity. ( I wrote this a couple years ago before I started pursuing Maggie again).

I am watching Matt Matei do a 9-hour stream. He is currently taking a break from the cruddy Star Wars Atari game that only very loosely follows the Story of A New Hope, and is now playing Metroid. He is very entertaining and funny. He can sing show tunes like no other, very talented. He is much older than he looks and has a lot of the same problems and psychoses as me.

To:bexanalrella@gmail.com Details





Brent Sohlden

brentsohlden@aol.com

Dear bexanalrella of the Dark Jedi Brotherhood,

I am Grik of the Correllian Clan Spiceminer. My freighter, the Firebird-10, has been used by me to transport both clandestine and legitimate goods for a number of years. I have been in my share of scrapes and have fought on the side of the Rebellion. I'm pretty good with a blaster. I have a pet Lothcat named Spot and my personal, and pretty darn accurate Gunnery Droid is named Chester. One thing about me is I am a Theist, and have studied the ancient Jedi Texts (many of them so old they were in dusty old books) and have become adept with Force powers as my Midichlorian count has increased, still I am a novice and have no lightsaber. I have not joined until now the Jedi Order or any Force using club or organization, though my chronicler Brent Sohlden in a distant galaxy and time from me is the administrator of many Facebook groups (he hired new admins for them, or one was hired for him for one of them), MeWe groups and two discord servers, and an RLDS Latter Day Saint, built many websites, has at least three blogs, has a Star Wars website, maraandlukeforever.boards.net, and used my character in a Star Wars roleplay he invented which he just reinvented, making it simpler but he has lost the record of my previous adventures. He, like me, contemplates the Force as he is a Force realist, having the existence of such confirmed to him in the ancient texts of his earth, and he considers himself a Jedi Knight, having faced his trials and his mirror in reality. That part is absolutely not fiction. I look like him, though my countenance is sterner, seriouser and a little older, in my early 40's than him, who is currently 38. On my front, on my double breasted jerkin, I bear the Symbol of the Rebellion, the three pronged symbol of Hope that Sabine Wren once spray-painted so beautifully, and which in the future, Resistance sympathizers will bear on rings. I hope to bring positivity and sacrifice and much good to the Brotherhood of which I have just been made an Apprentice after facing my Trial of Identity. I hope to excel at the Shadow Academy. If this text has been too wordy, my apologies. My counterpart Brent tends to ramble when he creates my dialogue. Myself, I like to make my words a little more sparse.



-Your friend and student, Grik, Clan Spiceminer of Correllia.





P.S. I never smuggle immoral goods. Used to. Gave it up when I found a Greater Tutor than all. I submit to the teachings and training of the Shadow Academy.



May the Force be with you.

Brent Sohlden

brentsohlden@aol.com




Oh, one more thing, I am also a currently banned (for promoting my fanfics which i will not do on your website at all if the rules do not permit of it) from being a longtime Member of theforce.net, study3600, with the recent rank of Force Ghost which was recently promoted to Jedi Grand Master, to be let back on on May 11 2022 or so, and I joined that in 1999 to work on the TPM Humorous Version, and have been helping to write them ever since, and I am the author of the Screenplays of the next several episodes of Star Wars (which can all be found (or what I have of them) on the link I sent you in my last email on the Movies and Shows board, which I plan to, some of them, direct and help produce after I found CAVE-I studios (Computer Animated Visual Effects-Innovations) and its subsidiary SpeakPurpandVacParody Unlmtd. working with Disney and Lucasfilm execs, including Filoni, Lucas, Favreau and Kennedy, as well as the necessary actors and actresses, (I will see too it that the original vision of Rangers of the republic is fulfilled and Gina Carano gets her job back and keeps playing the iconic Cara Dune) , and publish the HV's with all their living signatories, with royalties on the way for each author of them, plan on being a philanthropist and missionary, and am from a bloodline of Scandinavian Nobility and today joined the Boba Fett Fan Club, and plan today on joining many more Star Wars niches, clubs and Forums over the next time period of indefinite length. I would be remiss if i did not mention these things my RPG character alter ego left out.




So, it turns out that Matt Metei just gave up on playing that wacky Star Wars game and the YouTube's AutoPlay switched the video to Metroid and there I was thinkin' that Matt had taken a break and was playing Metroid on the same stream as Star Wars. Silly me, I just wasn't aware of the first stream's end because I was too busy either trying to get myself set up for two new Star Wars websites, or I was absorbed in that fantastically good Boba Fett fan fiction about the pregnant wife who gives birth in the Slave I to a boy.
Regards, Brent

           At 1:02 PM CDT I got posting privileges on The Boba Fett Fan Club! Praise God! Now I need to set a timer for one hour and interact with the website for at least that amount of time. I already did a survey on their site, before I got posting privileges.

Part of what I posted in Introduce Yourself on the Boba Fett Fan Club Boards:


My name is Brent. On tf.n I'm known as study3600.



I have been a Star Wars fan since 1997. I think Blue Milk Special is downright hilarious!



I like riding my bike around town, attending a good church (I'm RLDS and have a good Pastor friend who helps me, and an Elder friend who also helps me) and I like to read, write stories and Screenplays, draw, animate, and stream, play MMORPG videogames, and am the Admin of several Groups on social media and a website, and future director of movies, philanthropist, Missionary, husband and father and future founder of Computer Aided Visual Effects-Innovations (CAVE-I), who will cooperate with Lucasfilm and disney execs to get all my movies and network TV shows made.



I was a rapscallion in school and when I lived in Michigan had some trouble with the law, but in Missouri where I live in my own apartment, I cooperate with the police and am a law abiding crewperson at McDonald's.



I wish you all well and May The Force Be with you.



-Brent, Apprentice, Shadow Academy, Dark Jedi Brotherhood as Grik Spiceminer my Avatar, light side path, Jedi Knight and Force realist for real, having actually faced my trials and my mirror.


I never studied rhetoric but I'm good at it it because of all my excessive reasoning, justification of everything, knowledge of law and primae facea arguments, and because there's so much rhetoric in the Book of Mormon


Continuing conversation between myself and Reps of the Galactic Federation of Light:


I would figure alot of worlds from this AND other galaxies in this universe, and i dare say, beings representing other universes will be involved now in dealings with earth. I presume that because of the many high born/ranking beings that have incarnated/bestowed on earth. . out of the, no, WAY out the normal for like say the universal government mostly knows what its experianced/gruop think whatnot. . .it is currently reconfiguring. And i expect the ones hailing under the title, galactic federation to be involved here as well as the potentialy new universes, that are ready for population. Thus new universes will also need government, but it will begin as linked directly to the Father of All, or Great Spirit.. .the spawning point and source of all the existing universes we know, as they are. Talkin Big numbers there bro, and all eyes are on us. Do good, be good. Happy journey

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12/20/2025 11:49 pm  #4


Re: My Deconstruction/Reconstruction Diary

Words of Mark Sohlden, for what their worth. Do as thou wilt with them.:

i browsed Brent's diaries and boy did they reveal alot about Brent's disconjunctive reasoning that led him to believe that he could not go wrong, and
boy, he has prepared a primrose path to nowhere!!!  He got sooooooooooo hooked onto his own reasoning, that he literally painted himself into a dark corner
of false beliefs, led by his false deductions and headed toward a path of destruction, right, a path that I caught hopefully in time to warn him of his own undoing
if he continues to go down his own rabbit hole of even deceiving his own self
that is where alot of people get things totally mixed up...they think that they are at a certain level of formation some how, and that there is little more to go,
and that is a woosy of a lie, for forever, we will receive the parts of God to have them built up in all of us.


a testimony of the miracle that happened just recently to me:

Dear readers, posters, and viewers, hey.....If I had any doubts before about the power of God to turn the hearts of some, I think that 
 God through his precious Son has given me a powerful  faith  boost in the latest development:


I have a room mate, name of Jay, whom some falsely accuse me of the things which I have not done, and try not to do, but hey, we all get some
who falsely accuse us with no evidence, right?


Well, I admit first that I am a wretched sinner whose only escape from all sin is to admit not my richness, but my extreme poverty!!--first, before
I breathe one more truth about our Fantasticly beautiful creator, God our FAther, who formed us from perhaps billions of star particles.
Well, this story is not so much about my room mate or me, but an errant brother of my room mate whose name is Gerry.

Now, this Gerry does not even know, as I told him just recently, as much as the saints should know, and therefore is not held to the higher standard of God
who sees what you know, and perfectly judges everyone by what they KNOW to do, and boy that says a mouthful...

but anywho, that is not the gist of this story, for the guy named Gerry is an "executor" of my room mates will, and boy, this Gerry is loaded as in very rich
and is hiding his wealth even now...but what really amazed me was that he finally agreed to send us a check for the amount of our repair bill of my room mate's 
car for nearly 3,700.00.

Now, before we talked to Gerry, we did not expect even a dime that he would send to us, as he lied literally profusely about his approval to a car dealership to
fix everything wrong with my room mate's car, and kept on telling us that he would not send a dime for the repairs, and kept on telling us how "good" that he
wanted to do, when he left us holding the bag of nearly 3,700.00 sunk in our credit of which put us in a very deep hole financially...Now you know dear readers that
to most of you , nearly four grand would be a huge burden to lift, no doubt...but I believe that somehow, because I have been most obediant to God's will 
by not giving up in my efforts to offer works meat for repentance that God has opened up my room mate's brother's heart and say to us that he would

definitely send us the money for the repair of the car in a check soon, hopefully very soon, because interest rates on our credit is causing us to lose alot of money
in interest charges.

So, if you doubt God for one moment, by this story, I hope to uplift your understanding to hang in there and keep on believing in a God that continually wants to
bless you for doing all good for him.

Sincerely, Mark Sohlden, Brent' uncle and still wretch...who asks you all to call me if you want even more details of this fantastic story and my voice to bolster this testimony
at

either 570-685-1034, 

         or
'
         570-832-0785

        or
         570-618-1446 night or day
or email me at:

marksohlden@gmail.com

the count so far for all the views of this board are:


1484 views of Mark's threads, more strict than Brent's

 896 views of  Brent's threads...

total all views:

2,380

replies by 
truthtellerone--which is one of three handles of Mark Sohlden
peopleperson
peoplepersontwo
all three handles of Mark Sohlden is alot that you need to look at dear readers and potential posters..

but so far, only two people have replied, Mark Sohlden and Brent Sohlden on this board as of May 25, 2025

WHEN I FIRST CAME ON MY NEPHEW'S DISCUSSION BOARD, THE TOPIC OF HUNGER GAMES HAD ALOT MORE VIEWS THAN MINE, AND NOW, I HAVE NEARLY BEAT THIS POOR FALSE MISLEADING TRIPE BY AT LEAST FIFTY TO ONE,
AND GROWING.


THANKS FOR VIEWING FOLKS,
 BUT UNTIL YOU POST, NO ONE WILL KNOW JUST HOW YOU STAND

IT SAYS IN ALL SCRIPTURE TO STAND UP STAND UP FOR JESUS, YE SOLDIERS OF THE CROSS...THAT MEANS YOU...WHO SHOULD SPEAK UP, WRITE UP, VOICE YOUR CONCERNS, EVEN SENDING VIDEOS LIKE YOU SEE
IN MY THREADS, AND EVEN GIVING SCRIPTURE THAT SUPPORTS YOUR VIEWS, EVEN IF THEY ARE DEAD WRONG.


 

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12/20/2025 11:59 pm  #5


Re: My Deconstruction/Reconstruction Diary

More words of my Uncle Mark Sohlden:

Dear Viewers:

Not alot of people know exactly what happened to a people when Jesus came among them in the Americas so long ago,
because of a false belief spread by the Adversary--that the Book of Mormon is somehow not accurate,...
that somehow, a false account was concocted by evil doers..
Now, combined with the Book of Acts, the book that of III Nephi gives us just one more piece of a ginormous picture

just how God intends on blessing his people who follow Jesus closely.

On top of that, the book of Genesis, restored in its near completeness through the first nine chapters in what many refer as to the
inspired version of the Bible --which was translated by the power of heaven through the heart of a True Prophet, Joseph Smith, Jr...
backs up the idea of just how fantastic is our God to create a kingdom that only gives us just an inkling of the great blessings that our 
Heavenly Father seeks to give to all who endure to their end.

Now, the Mormon Church in Utah has nothing to do with the great revealment of the great blessings, but is in fact a cursed church hell
bent on grand mischief on a grand scale.....not doing justice to a book which they do not in any way support in truth.
i personally do not hold up much as to the nature of other churches who claim the book of Mormon as pure gospel, but I do know at least that
the Book of Mormon has nothing at all as to the false beliefs based in Salt lake City.
 

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12/21/2025 12:03 am  #6


Re: My Deconstruction/Reconstruction Diary

Words of Mark, Part 3:

my Nephew urged me to look at his journal, and I told him that when I do, he might not like what I comment about the things


which I may disagree with very strongly

^^
Brent Sohlden: I don't mind, and really shouldn't mind, you saying whatever comes into your mind heart mouth and fingers to say in response or reaction to my journals, as I am doing here in this reply, copypastaing here with specific examples as I am doing for you, showing you specifically to what I refer. Communication is key. A little communication goes a long way. Thank you for responding to my urgings. I appreciate it much.


the reasons why as to my disagreement.


^^
Brent Sohlden: Yes, that's the basic structure of logical discourse, I applaud it.


MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMany imperfections, and boy do I have ALOT OF THEM,

AND ONE IS...



THAT I WILL WASTE ALOT TIME PLAYING PLANTS VS ZOMBIES, LIKE I AM HOOKED ON PLAYING IT...AND BRENT WANTS TO TALK TO ME ABOUT HIS WEAKNESSES??

i WILL WASTE ALOT OF TIME WATCHING A MOVIE LIKE "MAMMA MIA" AND SUCH...THE WIZARD OF OZ...TAP YOUR HEELS DOROTHY, AND YOU WILL BE HOME..



BUT GOD IS CALLING US ALL TO BELIEVE IN HIM AND HIS SON SO THAT WE CAN ARRIVE SAFELY HOME, RIGHT?
^^

Brent Sohlden: God is holding you in his hand singing his song of salvation over you and loving you and smiles on you just as much when you play Plants v Zombies and watch Mamma Mia and Wizard of Oz as when you are steeped in your Scriptural studies, or worshiping during an online Sunday RLDS Service. That is part of your Christian liberty.

He sees arguing with me with anger as sin, and that's when he calls you to repentance and that is your weakness, when you argue with anger with me and Jay. But when you repent he restores you to your former position and there is joy in heaven. He loves you regardless but when you sin that's when you show weakness and have to repent and show works meat for repentance.

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12/21/2025 12:04 am  #7


Re: My Deconstruction/Reconstruction Diary

Words of Mark Part IV:

study edit added date



AD 2025



06.20

FRI





I thought about this, as my Nephew urged me to look at his journal, and I told him that when I do, he might not like what I comment about the things

which I may disagree with very strongly--Now of course, not everything that he says will I vehemently disagree with, of course...but the things that I disagree with

I will lay a new line--down as to why I strongly disagree, and the reasons why as to my disagreement.



Will Brent read all my threads and posts and comments in turn? I just do not know, but it would benefit him if he did.



Well, anywho, Brent was saying stuff over the telephone about my MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMany imperfections, and boy do I have ALOT OF THEM,

AND ONE IS...



THAT I WILL WASTE ALOT TIME PLAYING PLANTS VS ZOMBIES, LIKE I AM HOOKED ON PLAYING IT...AND BRENT WANTS TO TALK TO ME ABOUT HIS WEAKNESSES??



i WILL WASTE ALOT OF TIME WATCHING A MOVIE LIKE "MAMMA MIA" AND SUCH...THE WIZARD OF OZ...TAP YOUR HEELS DOROTHY, AND YOU WILL BE HOME..

BUT GOD IS CALLING US ALL TO BELIEVE IN HIM AND HIS SON SO THAT WE CAN ARRIVE SAFELY HOME, RIGHT?



AND IN MY DIARY, I MIGHT POINT TO SOME OF MY STRENGTHS, BUT MOSTLY TO MOST OF MY WEAKNESSES, TO GLORIFY THE FATHER, DECLARING

MY WRETCHEDNESS, WHICH IS THE ONLY WAY TO WALK AWAY JUSTIFIED.



AND BOY, TELL ME A DAY THAT i DO NOT GET FRUSTRATED WITH MY ROOM MATE, JAY, WHO IS CONSTANTLY GOING "WOE IS ME"...SKY IS FALLING NEWS...



OF WHICH I HATE...



THE LIST COULD GO ON AND ON AND ON FOR DAYS, PERHAPS WEEKS, DISCUSSING WHO I AM NOT.

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12/21/2025 12:06 am  #8


Re: My Deconstruction/Reconstruction Diary

Words of Mark Part V:

Dear Readers, one of the very first steps to our Heavenly Father is to be humble or teachable....folks,...

just think ....for perhaps eons of time, or a very long time at least, we have all been learning something
from God.

..that is right, at least for thousands of years, it has been recorded in scripture of at least some of the things that we as 
"a people--scattered perhaps in all space and time--have learned, and some with very hard lessons learned, let me tell you..
and alot of patience on our Heavenly Father's part...and oh how so!!

Folks, and it seems like all of us want to learn the "Hard way" oh too often.


God wants us to absorb all the truth of heaven in the easiest way possible, through the teachings of his beloved Son.

...But are we absorbing all the words of Jesus even now?  I dare say it, no...and we should..right? but surely are not,
as God desires us to know,....and yet God has much more patience with us than any loving Father can give.

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12/21/2025 12:12 am  #9


Re: My Deconstruction/Reconstruction Diary

Words of Brent:
09.14
LORD'S DAY
SUNDAY
SABAOTH

12:54 AM CDST
Last night Rick and I ate out at El Maguey. Although I was going to pay for mine, and buy Rick's tea, Rick decided to get both our meals, my Coke and his tea.

We talked and caught up.

I watched an interview with a Believer, the Creator of Deadpool.

Later on today I hope to be able to go to Church.

I'm making vlog 012.

On vlog 011 I had my purple paisley Diary 12 read out loud. I need to watch a video on YouTube about how Jonathan Roumie's prayer affected Benny Hinn.

I learnt two lessons: 1) NEVER EVER ask God for a sex u al dream or satan will answer your prayer sideways.

2) Spiritual visitors such as angels and resurrected beings DO NOT come on demand. If you pray for them to arrive at a certain time (or to meet you at a certain place) something will manifest but it will be of the enemy.

Really I already knew these things but I am a slow learner.

God led me to the 54'th brentsohlden stream on the right on my tv, which runs about 6 hrs, and starts off w/ RAID.

Brent gets another Jury Summons-Brent makes a Life and Habit Tracker-Brent streams all night-Brent bikes to QT, then Doordashes Shrimp Fried Rice and Doctor Pepper, - Brent reads Heaven by Archer and The Book of Mormon



7:43 AM

Well, I got yet another Jury Duty summons. Hopefully Teddy this time can help me deal with it so I can get another medical exemption within 10 Days in which I have to respond to my summons online. Fortunately she sees me in one Day because of my strange-because-it-seems-we-just-had-one Annual Review with her supervisors at Comprehensive in Independence.



I created a Life and Habit Tracker with base44. I still intend to keep working on Realm Quest, but this new priority takes first place at least for several Days as I give the base44 AI adjustment commands until the App is fully built. It is already published to the General Public.



I streamed several streams, some very long, and drank Pepsi, Coke and read and had read Journals and watched and streamed videogames all night for entertainment and enjoyment. I believe there is a good side to entertainment, all though the bad side of it is hellish and demonic.



I read I Nephi 1:65 RLDS yesterday, feasting on that verse, and read Heaven by Archer yesterday and last night on the front porch waiting for Rick to pick me up, in Rick's car at the Post in the dark, and during one or some of my later streams after Rick and I ate, Heaven: North Sea Camp by Russka, pp. 156-170.



While streaming and it was on the Be Right Back screen, I biked to QT and purchased a 1-L of Pupsie. I brought a Lg. Cooke and a L water home from El Maggie's, finished them during one of my streams on camera. Now I have put the rest of the little Pupsie I havee lefte, in the Refridge, and am streaming the Return of the Jedi Humorous Version for entertainment, education and enlightenment and laughther.



Now that it's after 7 AM I may Doordash Shrimp Fried rice and a Lg. Dr. Pepper since I can afford it.



DC 85:21 B-21 E That's all the knowledge in good books you accuse of being a lesser light and it takes real maturity to keep hanging up on me like that



Read it. Pray about it



And there is a second Scriptural witness



Too



Scroll up to see all my messages



Read the part I just showed you



Read it with prayer



You miss it every time



Scroll up to see all my messages



Repent from being lukewarm



First



You will only seek justification for your luney ghost world



I'm not indifferent. Far from it. I have Supreme conviction and exercise Christian liberty and struggle with sex u al sin.



Why do you judge me when you yourself play plants v zombies chess and watch Star Trek? That proves that you are a legalist for whatever is not of faith is sin. I have faith that all things are lawful for me except things that are not expedient- which things that are not expedient are sin and worldly lust-putting things above God which I'm getting a lot better at not doing. And you tell me I'm worldly what for learning? For spreading knowledge? Truth IS knowledge. I've seen true worldliness and it is heartbreaking sickening and saddening to behold-even infuriating to me. I feel the whole world's gone mad



Now you make excuses to listen to these evil men who filled even more with error? ? ? ?



You judge them and judge them. You don't even know them. Have not even talked to them. I have. They have conviction like me. I reinvited Apostles and Prophet to the websites. This time I told Apostle Johnson about opportunity for spreading Gospel these websites may present and asked him to pray about each site and to take it to the Prophet and to reconsider his and the Prophet's initial dismissal of what they thought was just click bait, not even curious



The saints of God are allowed to make righteous judgements when liars fail miserably to answer one word with any truth!!!







Do you know what Raca or Rabcha means? It means Liar. So be careful of being in danger of hell fire when you falsely accuse the Ministers of the Gospel of being Liars.



1:23 PM Finding I had some extra money after having paid all my monthly bills, (Rick's tv is cut off-he owes Comcast/Xfinity 400 bucks USD!), I doordashed Fried Rice and Dr. Pepper from Panda Express and it was GOOD, then I rearranged and reorganized my shelves and the books, Journals, papers and magazines in the boxes of things to be shelved. This took a while and caused me to break a good sweat. I have it rearranged all nice and neat, no longer all haphazard.



1:37 PM



I purchased, then lost, a brief Diary of Geo. Wshgtn., having typed one entry of it, and the first part of the first line of the second entry in it, ending with the word 'Frenchmen'. Then said Diary disappeared, and so did Truman's, and so did my library record log, and Strobel's The Case For Faith, and my Nostradamus Notebook Project, but I was given, Praise Gods, back a journal I had lost but that I did not know was lost: Overcomer.



Now all my kid's books are on one shelf, my more grown-up books on the top shelf, out of kids' reach, and my 5 (not 4-I had 12 out, not 11 as I had thought) library books are on the same level of shelf my kid's books are, on the opposite side of the room. I still await the shelves Fredd, Lord Willing, will give me.



Currently, I am watching a six-and-a-half-hour stream and making a three-hour-and-12-minute stream. Currently, in the stream I'm watching, I'm seemingly doing nothing.



Why do I do the things I do?



Do I want attention?

Am I a narcissist?

Or do I wish to share the Light of Truth with people and let my light so shine as Jesus commands? I honestly don't know.



Mark calls my Diaries and streams trivial, tripe, worldly. He also thinks I should deny the Truth I have found in the Brazil Work and that I shouldn't learn anything or read any Apocrypha or Scriptures beyond Section 110 in the Book of Doctrine and Covenants.



But if I acceded to all that, I would be denying reality, truth, knowledge, God, Scriptures and the Faith and my Elders!



I know exactly what to do-just not listen to my Uncle-my bad Uncle (SEE PAGE 0951-52 OF -2-6 AD 2025, 7 MONTHS AGO, THESE DIARIES). He also tried to talk me out of my first Baptism by phone and told Joy, when Joy told him this was Zion, he said, impassionately,THAT'S NOT TRUE!



Mark also has heretical beliefs.



How can I listen to him? Yet I am partner with him in so, so many website ventures. I'm nice to him, kind to him, pray for him, do things for him, yet he tells me I don't love him because, well, I haven't read ALL of his thousands of pages of some good/some bad literature, or watched all of his hundreds of hours of videos, so he says I don't love him. He wants the impossible. Even I don't expect Maggie to have read all of my Diaries or watched all of my thousands of hours of YouTube content, half of which (roughly) is just staring at a blank screen or watching me sleep, eat or play RAID Shadow Legends. That's got to be REALLY boring for Maggie or ANYONE.



Why do I do the things I do?



Am I sharing the light of Christ, or promoting my own selfishness for my own selfish reasons.



I have to examine that question and see if I want to keep these constant streams going. What are their purpose? I thought I knew but Jonathan Roumie's "dream" (of The Chosen Series) which I thought had the kee, the answer, turned out to be purely fictitious, completely generated by AI, and the Authentic Jesus is about to come down in judgment on Idumea, or the world. It was 1 hour in 1830. Now its 1 second I believe. Could be this year. (Not his return, but his judgment) (There was a Rainbow this year).


 

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12/21/2025 12:13 am  #10


Re: My Deconstruction/Reconstruction Diary

****BND 08*****

AD 2025

9.13
FRI

10:44 PM THE NIGHT BEFORE

Tired of waiting, I gave in to my porn and lust addiction about three or four times yesterday, but I, after three tries, finally found a catfood Tomorrow will eat - Purina, and bought a big 50.4 oz bag of it with my cheeseburger and Mtn. Dw. C. Red.

With my money and food being short, I've not been eating much lately. I had Cheerios on top of having Shredded Wheat - two times I had a can of tuna, one, then the next Day a bigger one. I still turn the air conditioner on when it gets too hot in here, then back off when it's been on too long and it's chilly in here. I worked on my 2021 Diary some more tonight (boy was I Delusional back then, even after High Priests prayed for me, administered to me and blessed my house! I was trapped in my head, in my own little world of fantasy + reality-BLS 11:15 PM 9.12.2025), watched Rebels, slept all Day, watched a little Clone Wars, tried to talk to the Urgent Care Clinic Office about my bill but got put on hold and hung up on twice, and left Mark Strychacz a message about that, did my budget, argued with Mark Sohlden over text, complimented and helped my Uncle Mark Sohlden where I could, paid a T-Mobile bill with my new card and put myself on AutoPay with that card, over my laptop, and renewed a library book - Sherlock Holmes and the Patchwork Devil.

Fredd says he'll have a bottle of pet shampoo for me tomorrow, when I'll give Tomorrow a flea bath, in the shower, according to Josh N's advice.

I shared Mark Sohlden and I's websites with Mark Strychacz yesterday.

I also typed part of 1 entry of George Washington's 1753-54 journal, which I received in the mail today.

11:49 PM THE NIGHT BEFORE

I cleaned the catbox, freshened it, used the bathroom and combed my hair. My air conditioner is on, on cool because it's muggy.
But I may have to switch it to 'fan' because it's starting to get chilly.

11:55 I turned my a/c fan to mid level and put my tv on Brent Sohlden Channel. The first video God selected for me was my clip show movie I made from my photo and video gallery the other Day, the Day I ate two Donuts from Casey's.

Right now I'm watching Rick's three cats eating, then Tomorrow, then Sun Moon and stars-shaped Sausage, and eventually a squirrel on my neighbor's front porch, set to music and no music. That squirrel is so cute! Now back to Rick's house to see Axel the cat. No music in this scene.

And I'll let the rest of the film pass without commentary from me.

Now I'll stream me watching my 008'th vlog and typing in my journal and doing other things as Brent Sohlden's vlog 009. Unless OBS Streamlabs needs another update.

....which it did NOT, praise Gods!

Now I'm streaming and will probably be going to bed around 2 AM in my room on my air cushion.

This is my first night sleeping in my room since my apartment was heat-treated.

I think I'll work on my 2021 Diary and type George Washington's Diary somemore while streaming ere I go to bed.


I hope, Lord Willing, to write a LOT more of today's Journal Entry today. Earlier today I talked with Colt, then Josh N. over the phone, and also read some of Moroni Chapter 8, where God forbad infant baptismo, to myself before I talked to Josh.

That was yesterday. Now it is 12:19 AM CDST.

So now it IS September 13'th.

11:28 AM CDST
This morning I got ice cream, a cheesy, potatoey, bacony sausagey breakfast bowl that was delicious, and Mountain Dew Code Red and made two streams and worked on compiling and editing Diary AD 2021 of Brent Sohlden until morning, when I called Rick and then visited Josh out on his front porch. Rick and I made plans to eat at El Maguey tonight around 8 PM CDST, when he will pick me up in his car.

I read a little more of Truly Free by Robert Morris, taking notes in it and underlining things in it.

Now, until Fredd gets here with the flea shampoo, Lord Willing, I will get some shuteye on my air mattress in my bedroom.

1:30 PM Having a red solo cup of cold water after a good warm, head-to-foot shower, (and combed my hair,) a/c on fan, blowing on me as I stream vlog 010, for Mags. In the shower, I sang Selena's Streaming of you tonight/and tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight/and there's nowhere in the WORLD I'd rather be/than here in my room/streaming about you and me/Corozon, and I sang it loud. The running water may have obscured my voice. Then I sang you've gotta be wise/you've gotta be tough/you've gotta be stronger/you gotta be hard/you gotta be cool/you gotta stay together/Love will save the Day/herald what your mother said/read the books your father read/try to keep your head up to the sky./Don't be shamed to cry. I sang that as I came back into the living room, then washed my glasses for the first time since before they were last adjusted the other day at Walmart when I went there with Mark Strychacz to get flea bombs. I told Maggie onstream that I know she likes to see me cook and said she'd like me to discuss that on one of my streams, but it is the Sabbath and I'm forbidden to cook today but I'll be at El MaGuey on Oak Grove on Broadway St around 8 PM tonight when Rick will pick me up in his car and take me there (he always is a little late up to 15 mins to a half hour late picking me up for things so factor that in) and if she wants she can sit at Rick's and my table or booth, but I asked her to buy her own food since Rick and I are buying our own food, go Dutch, sure she can afford it. (If she can't afford her own food, sure, I'll get her bill.).

Now I'm writing in my blue I Can Do ALL THINGS through Christ JSUPS journal for the first time since 10:44 PM last night, with pure Computer Journal in-between, only, currently, to be found on MaraandLuke4ever, to ultimately be transferred to brentlogsite 1, where I'll keep all my new Diaries/Journals/Logs going forward, and if the size of the site becomes too cumbersome or if I run out of room on brentlogsite1 I'll create a brentlogsite2, 3 &c. And so on and so forth. L8r.

**UPDATE** Rick will be picking me up around 7:30 PM tonight rather than at around 8 PM. So if you wish to be there, Maggie, alter your plans accordingly. Love you, your Brently.

After a brief nap, and talking to Mark BRADY and Rick, and working on FullnessofJesusno1 and Cyclopediaoftruth, and openlydefendingjesus, and texting Apostle Jeff Johnson a link to our sites, praying that the Lord would go before me, and presenting Jeff and Bro Joseph with an opportunity for a truth explosion, and asking Jeff to take the links to the prophet, reconsider them and pray about each site, I read pp. 142-154 of Heaven: NSC: A Prison Diary Vol. III by Jeffrey Archer, charging my phone from 20 per cent charge to one hundred per cent charge so that Rick may call me around seven thirty pm before he arrives, and took my pills and oil olive, fed the cat new Purina, and gave her a bowl of fresh water.

6:02 PM Read pp. 154-160 of Heaven by Archer.

6:52 PM Read pp. 9-18 of Truly Free by Robert Morris.

7:15 PM Took a brief nap before Rick calls.

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