12.22
MONDAY

I woke up from a wonderful dream about Maggie, and Fredd was on my front porch standing on a bucket, nailing something to the inside roof of my porch ceiling. I told him with some difficulty I just woke from a good dream, and he left, telling me, good.

Back to reality.

Josh: He needs to be here for his cleaning lady and his mom and his cats and he takes meds.
Me: I take meds.
There is no way we can wander.
We are tied down by those things.

I listen to The Gun Seller by Hugh Laurie and Stream Good,,,,,, 2.

I drink Pepsi and eggnog in the Coke Glass Bobbie had given me.

Earlier I called Josh and he came over for a few minutes and we played story cubes, then he told me about his adventures in New York. The cube story was about a man who wandered all about the U.S. taking pictures. Then he remembered that his cleaning lady was supposed to come over today and he left.

I then started my stream, my 46'th since OBS Streamlab's reboot, 45'th since Good.

I have finally caught up to where I left off on The Gun Seller.

1:47 PM CST
Around 10 AM I had noodles and cream of Mushroom soup for lunch. Now I'm having more Pepsi, a full glass, still streaming and listening to The Gun Seller.

I'm relaxing in a clean house. I'm happy, enjoying good from the fruit of my labors.
It is the gift of God.
I asked Sue on Thursday or Friday if she could be on the lookout for large, large ledger and record books for me  to continue my Diary Project in. I hope and pray that she can find them for me. Amen.

I need to call Dad today so I can continue The Story of My Life. I tried calling Pastor Pete earlier today but got his Voicemail.

4:27 PM CST
I was just finishing a reply to Mark's Isaiah Commentary as he demanded me to when Steve pounded on my door, and said he needed help. I saw him collapse on his couch and I asked him if he wanted me to call 9-11. He answered in the affirmative. I finished my reply to Mark quickly and called 9-11. They transferred me to medical. The person on the other end had me do three tests on Steve. When the firetruck arrived, I ran out and directed the paramedics to Steve's apartment. I prayed for Steve, and so did Josh, and I put Steve on the RLDS prayer chain and called Pastor Pete. I watched the ambulance take Steve. Tomorrow saw the ambulance from her cat tower.

I called Dad and he answered some questions about genealogy and we were hanging up just as Josh called, and Josh called, and he came over again drinking tea and he listened to Rebels Season 1: Rebel Resolve as I helped him create a board as Admin on https://maraandlukeforever.boards.net . He wrote about how the Force was with us. Then he logged out and  together we put down blue tape to mark out where the new Loveseat will go. Then he left, to go 'be lazy' at his apartment. He says he'll call me in a half hour. I turned off 'Rebel Resolve'.

I finally told Dad that Maggie wrote me a love note on my computer, I will have a lot of money soon and someday he will be a grandpa and Mom will be a grandma.

I have a cup of Pepsi.

5:46 PM.
I visited with Josh on his front porch for about 5 minutes and then came home. I listen to The Gun Seller, Part 2.

Brent forwarded to Mark Sohlden:
Yes it was and the Church had to be Reorganized and Restructured because it went into Apostasy

Mark:
It went into gross error

But the faithful still remain

The full gospel has been recorded

I forwarded to Mark Sohlden
Mark I want you to repent of your evil deeds and confess them and forsake them put your clothes on and renounce Christian Naturism heresy for it is Abominable and renounce homosexuality and its ways and stop persecuting me for believing differently than you do.

If you want to see the core of my beliefs system then read my journals. My first ones on https://Brentlogsite1.proboards.com and the two blogs I just posted on your website. I never claimed you are ignorant. Then why do you want me to not learn anything of all the wonderland of the light of knowlege? I don't want to be ignorant. I love learning. Abraham Lincoln learned from books why can't I. Why do you want to deny to me what Abraham Lincoln had?? And George Washington kept a journal of his daily activities so why can't I? Why can't you? I'm not using all the foul discussing language you are using to describe the men of my Church to namecall you. I have read my Scriptures from cover to cover more than once and not only this continue to receive more Scriptures and revelation from His Voice to me. Please I will ask nicely for you to stop calling me mentally ill. I'm asking nicely

Mark:
Your core stinks like rotten manure!!!

I forwarded
Mark, the Articles of Faith Joseph Smith wrote in the Wentworth Letter WaaY after 1830 state we believe (as Latter day saints) all that God will reveal meaning there is much still to be revealed in the future and revelation has always been and is progressive

I talked to them. And I experienced their Church service. So sublime and rich spiritual experience I can't put in words how blessed and holy it was

Brent:

Reason 1: o refer to the north American church Restructured

Mark
Mere men
You talked to them!!!

Brent:
You speak total ignorance. You were not there

You cant judge

I attended their Church service. Never experienced such a spiritual and blessed Church service before

And please read my full texts. Don't skim

Mark:
Satan got your heart to think they are sooooo wonderful when the basis of their counterfeit revelation is grossly ugly

Brent
That's your bias

Mark
Goodnight!!!

Brent
You read the sbom through your bias
With your traditions
You don't read it with sincere prayer

You read it like an atheist reads the Bible looking for what's wrong with it
Like a Protestant reads the Book Mormon. Looking only for errors
Right in chapter one Moroni instructs you to pray for your own testimony. It may not come right away. It did for me. The most sublime feeling of the Holy Spirit I ever experienced. Reason 2
Right in chapter one Moroni instructs you to pray for your own testimony. It may not come right away. It did for me. The most sublime feeling of the Holy Spirit I ever experienced. Reason 2
Reason 4 God showed me the Book of Mormon plates 3 times, once in open vision
Reason 5 adverse testimony. Machinist who is not a believer told me when plates are made holes are the same size. The holes on the book of Mormon plates are different sizes
Reason 5 adverse testimony. Machinist who is not a believer told me when plates are made holes are the same size. The holes on the book of Mormon plates are different sizes
Reason 7: The Acts of the Three Nephites, if followed, tell us exactly how to have Zion
Reason 8: witnesses of others 10 people 12 if you count Maurico and Joseph Fredrick Smith have solemnly testified to being witnesses to the physical plates and they have not denied their testimony
Reason 8: When Ken Soper first heard Joseph F. Smith give his testimony of the Plates and Sword Ken was flooded with the Holy Spirit
Reason 9: I attended a solemn assembly where we collectively repented of our failings before the Lord
Goodnight. It actually IS evening this time
It went into gross error
But the faithful still remain
The full gospel has been recorded
I agree with that all

Mark
Your soul is filled with gross darkness because words of truth destroyed that false revelation!!!!!!

Brent:
Even the Restructured Church and Brazil group have also made gross errors. They are not perfect.

7:10  PM CST
I have lost track of the plot of the Gun Seller, because I was so busy with the above partial text chain with my Uncle Mark. Best as I can tell, the hero of the story has been compelled to join a terrorist group in Switzerland called sword of justice and he is getting motivated by it; but still trying to inwardly resist.
I have ended the last stream, which was about 7 hours, and have started Good,,,,, 3.

7:34 PM I invited Josh over, and he came, left to check if he locked his door, and is back now.

8:31 PM CST
He got angry at something they did - ruining a murdered man's reputation after murdering him - and now is not just resisting internally, but will now begin contemplating and planning physical resistance.

Josh and I ate lunchmeat sandwiches and listened to The Gun Seller. God told me He wanted us to finish the Sherlock Holmes Movie but he didn't want to watch it, made tons of excuses and went back home to his drugs.
I tried telling Josh God  wanted him to finish the movie because there were things he needed to learn from it, but he made many, many excuses, because his drugs were calling.

Because of his paranoia he goes from thing to thing to thing rapidly, was more easily distracted than I, and never stick to one thing for more than a few minutes. He blames it on OCD, which is complete Bovine Scatology. His weed causes his paranoia. He is in his own little world and takes everything everyone says literally and seriously and is not the best listener or observer, though sometimes is observant. Sometimes he will say something as a joke that is not at all funny and makes one actually worry, then reveal it was a joke.

Although constantly recorded everywhere, he's deathly afraid of being recorded or even written about, which is why I don't often do it in front of him.

He claims to have 'claustrophobia' and 'agoraphobia'. I told him 'phobia' means 'fear' and there is no fear in love.

9:34 PM
There are two Levels of the Spirit of Adoption, the Outer Body (True Christendom) and the Second Level of the Spirit of Adoption into the True and Living Church, the Inner Body. Charles Colson, in The Body writes about that in ignorance, but I have discovered it in fact. I'm borrowing The Body from Internet Archive while listening to Kevin Zadai, Proof of Quanta and the benefits of Brain scans and brain health and supplements v. mental health and psych meds and continuing my stream. I ran into a statement in the Description of Kevin Zadai's video that changed my view of things and made me want to know more - that the Outer Body is also Adopted Sons and Daughters of God. So I'm reading Colson's The Body as I watched Breaking the Cycles of Rejection and Finding Acceptance Sermons by the Prophet Kevin. Meanwhile I still stream Good,,,,, 3. I invited Rick. He said no. God told me to say Pray and think about it. Don't blow me off every time.

The pathway is subtle toward Deception. Eve was comfortable.

When I try to correct Josh, he always says, I don't believe that way, just like Kevin Zadai's experience with deceived folks.

Chuck Colson wrote The Body with Ellen Santilli Vaughn in (or published it in) 1992 EoAD.

Soli Deo Gloria!

Deception is not obvious.

9:54 PM
I was wrong.
I had only logged in to Internet Archive. Now I have actually borrowed The Body by Colson and Vaughn.

The last time I involuntarily astrally projected around 2'14, (but not when I came back to this world a couple years ago) I, to prevent going to the point of no return distance-wise (I saw hand-stop-signal shaped angels) I went into (and a Force or Person or person pulled me out of both after my spirit fell into them, passing their event horizons) two Black Holes, the first was a Wormhole that led me to a Universe where Men were shaped and had the features of pigs with clothes. I saw myself in a mirror on that Planet or Plane. The second Black Hole was a dumbhole, or sound collector and Inside it I heard very loud, hard music.

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