12.24
WEDNESDAY
CHRISTMAS EVE

Yesterday at 2:00 PM CST or so I had an appointment with Teddy at the local library. She went over my Medicare spenddown bill paperwork and asked how I was and if I've been taking my meds and if I felt my meds were working for me and I told her I brushed my teeth and showered. I read some of my Journal to her.

This morning I awoke to two different people playing Jedi: Survivor and Christian instrumental meditation music, then updated, then wrote in my journal, having Pepsi, feeding and watering my cat.

Yesterday I made both streams I promised my viewers I would make at almost the exact times I said I'd make them. So far, so good.
I have today off. I want to go to a church today.

Beverly gave me a working Nintendo Entertainment System, and it is wonderful. I gave Beverly a list of mine and Mark's 25 websites and told her to let the Lord lead her and to pray about it. Marla is helping Bev set up the laptop computer I gave her today and she has the Internet now. I asked her to sign up and post on each website.

7:48 PM CST
Its been a really interesting Day.
After I played a lot of Through Man and Mario 3, then Josh came over, we played Mario 3 and Contra 1, then we cleared off the table and set up Sorry. We ate a lunchable, Pepsi and Cookies. I had milk and Orange Juice. He had a frappacino.

I gave Bev and Josh copies of the list of all mine and Mark's websites, and made one for myself.

I read from The Sealed Book of Mormon, Words of Moroni, today.

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12.26
FRI

Satan convinced me I needed to give myself one final Christmas gift, so I watched porn on Tubi, then on Pluto and tried on Peacock, then on  a porn site, then repented. The Lord was merciful.
Now I will watch a good movie on Peacock, Tubi, and Plato, then feed the cat. -Shrek 2, UHF and Sherlock Holmes: A Case of Evil. And an analysis of Anakin, Obi-Wan  and General Grievous.

After a Dayfall, I repented myself  and invited Josh over again.
I had helped him write his first Diary entry today and I had read him a story I wrote today. We had continued a game of Sorry! we started yesterday.

Then I bought  us eggnog and he bought me Mountain Dew: Code Red.

He gave me A&W Rootbeer today also.

Then we continued our game of Contra 1 from 2 Days ago, then paused  it again and he left to pray, meditate and call Pastor Pete and invite him to his house.

Today I wrote a Fictional Diary story covering May 2-21, 2026.

Now I'm watching  Mike Matei and his girlfriend play Contra 1 together, as I play RAID Shadow Legends.

I did not go to work today. I called in.

Satan wants me to quit. He wants me to give up. He wants me to think God is through with me.

But I hope in God.

Me and Josh fought like cats and dogs today in his house, but he did not do anything at all or in front of me and --
faithful are the wounds of a friend but deceitful are the kisses of an enemy.

We started UHF, Kingdom of Heaven,  couldn't watch Indy 2 because no Disney +, watched  two Episodes of Twilight Zone, and I'm monitoring my stream, Good,,,,,,,,, 1 started at 4:00 PM

NOW we're watching Gunsmoke on Pluto, which we chose  as we were looking for Beverly Hills Cop  Starring Eddie Murphy  (Donkey, Shrek 1-5, Starring Mike Myers and John Lithgow).
Right now on my stream a man is playing  Toy Story: Buzz Lightyear to the Rescue.

6:38 Josh and I are playing Grand Theft Auto V.

I called Rick and he wanted to go out to eat at El Maguey. I had no chips, Sprite, rice and a pork-filled burrito. He has tea, chips and Mexican Salad. Now we can talk.

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Diary 19

12.28
LORD'S 
SUN
Memo 01
Wea. Icy
Cold
 Snow
Blizzard or flurries or something

3:09 AM
In my dream, I was playing with kids in a field when I dropped to the earth and accidentally let myself get trampled with bicycles. I felt no pain but perceived that I was dying. I declared Jesus was my Lord. Then I woke up in a reality in which Grandma Marge was still alive, and a lot of things were opposite politically of what they were in the Reality I was from. I woke with  a abbreviated written

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printed record of my previous life. I found out no one had heard of certain concepts such  as Pokemon, and started profiting from my knowledge and their ignorance, and my record began to fade, until I repented, then I got it back. I found a Church that supported my Restorationist beliefs, and received persecution and also planted seeds and gardened. That's about all I remember strongest.

I slept most of the night, just letting the cat play with my Sorry! tokens until morning. Eventually

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Tomorrow slept up against my legs but she got up shortly after I got up to urinate and since I was already up at 3:00 AM. .I decided to write in my journal before more details of my dream faded.

My next stream, Good,,,,,, 3, starts at 2 PM after Church and  ends at 8 PM tonight, followed by Diary, 2 at 10 PM CST tonight. I'm updating my Diary, praying, then going back to bed.

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God gave me a Record from premortality and my dream this morning was a partly nonsensical version of part one of that Record. Part 2 is in this Book before Diary 19-Part 2.

I called Josh W. for  a ride to Church but he had been up all night sick and throwing up and Paul and Darell L. did not answer their phones. I'm going to leave Paul a VoiceMail.

I left Paul a Voicemail.

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This Book has Part VII of Mark Sohlden's record in it, though I have only written part of his first entry so far. O God help Maggie obtain Mark's 1'st-3'rd Records or if he kept any others. Amen! She needs another project. Amen.

I can't wait to go to Church today. I'm so happy, so fresh and so clean.
I used Warrior

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Chemistry effectively last night to say no to sin!

Paul called me back at 8:05 AM CST and offered me a ride to Church about at 8:25 AM CST. He told me to bring Celestial Law Chapters 9-16 by Harvey William

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Bennett. After I update my Journal, I'll put my Mario Socks and black Velcro shoes on and go to Church, Stream at 2:00 PM CST.

8:41 AM CST
I'm at Church. I updated up to the words 'update my Journal' I think (I was right, only, I used a lowercase 'j' in my guess-BLS), then saved my work, got ready for Church (by this, I did not mean 'spiritually prepared for Church, which I did not, really, and I should have-BLS) and Paul and Dee picked me up.


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...(L)ight and (T)ruth forsaketh that evil one - RDC 90:6A.

Hey -I think there is no potluck today- that's wonderful!

"True wisdom lies in taking a longsighted view of the problems of human life and living for the future rather than the present"-Walter J. Haworth, an early witness for the Reorganization.

I'm studying Chapter 12 of the Celestial Law Book. It is good. I gave a copy of all 16 Chapters so far to Pastor Pete. I pray he responds at the 100 fold top level of response, for Pete is a good man. In Christ's Name, I pray, Amen.

"....(S)ee beyond the mediocre and envision things on the celestial level"

"(Don't Look back) to the easy (lazy, lethargic, idle) way, but "have your spiritual eyes

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fixed on God."
-Harvey William Bennett.

We are Studying Chapter 10, On Fasting. Last Sunday was the Christmas program.
I testified about fasting to know about the Brazil Work's Truth without revealing to the

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Class what it was I fasted to know the Truth of.
That fast was a real blessing., and wasn't easy. It was one meal a Day for seven Days in a row. I don't remember exactly what I did during that fast.

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This class is like a Testimony Service for many are giving fasting Testimonies.

God is intimitely involved in our lives, and the results of our fastings are evidence of that - Gordon, paraphrased.

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"We need general blessings as a Church and Special blessings as individuals. Our success in obtaining them will be in proportion to the zeal that we manifest in seeking them. If we cannot sacrifice our daily pleasures once in a while to seek for them,

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then it is evident to God that we love our present comforts and prize them more highly than we do his blessings. And He has decreed that His blessings shall not be lightly esteemed. . . .Do we not labor most for that which we prize most? When afflictions come upon us, we wonder why our

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prayers are not heard. It is because that in our prosperity we lightly esteem God and our hearts are not prepared to offer acceptable offerings to Him. . . .It is well for us that He does not give us What we need until we have learned its value

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; and we shall manifest our appreciation of its value by the Sacrifice we are Willing to make to obtain it." -(Charles Derry, 1879, Jan. 15 The Saints' Herald . )

I Dedicated myself to, as the Patriarch, God's Thunder, directed Several years back to :

Fast twice a week

- On Wednesday, Lunch.

-On Sunday, lunch, except potlucks, during which Days I'll fast Dinner.

in addition to any other fasts I do:

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At 9:49 AM CST Class ended.

I witnessed to a Brother. I love him.

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He asked me if I was a Member of This Church. I told him I'm waiting on baptism in The Restructured Church at Joy's house Church.

'Give of your best to the Master' plays on the piano. I am so, so glad I slept all night and was pure. You are so, so Awesome, O

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Lord.

9:59 AM CST.
Enter Priesthood. Service begins.

11:07 AM Service ended. We were fed.
I'm in the Deacons' office with Tyler, to write in my Diary, call Josh N. back and text Mark Sohlden.

1:35 PM CST
Josh came over for several minutes. He gave me some Dill Pickle Potato Chips and a 20 Oz of Pepsi and I gave him a U.S. Constitution from Charlie Kirk and a bag of redskin potatoes, large and small size potatoes.

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We continued our ongoing game of 'Sorry!'. One green Sorry piece is still missing, replaced by a blue token. One green Sorry piece I found in one of my shoes this morning as I was putting them on for Church.

Josh left in a hurry, saying there were things he had to do, and said he'd be back at 5 PM CST, and he'd call.

I kept the cat from messing with the Sorry! board anymore and now Tomorrow is sleeping on the metal Twin Rollaway bed, just chillin' as I write on my dining area table in my living room in front of my laptop PC computer.

In 18 (now 5) minutes I intend to start. my first stream of the Day, Lord Willing I live and do this.

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Now I'll update my Journal. (Stream in 4 min....3) (1:56-7 PM CST)

4:14 PM
I did stream but I'm no longer using the unreliable OBS Streamlabs software....I'm just streaming live from YouTube.

Brent
Merry Christmas

Saw a very good video of yours. Felt the Holy Spirit during part of it

Mark
If you open up your heart fully to the truth
You will flee far far away from filthiness of a contrived record

Brent

I love you Mark

Mark
Loving me but are you really listening just how to love all truth in God?

Brent

I don't have to agree with you to love you

Mark
Loving God must be first

Brent
I love God with all my heart mind might soul and strength and with my all. Future wife second. Future children third. Then everyone else in the world

Mark
No you do not for the truth was handed to you on a golden platter in 11 websites and the three in pne which you greviously state that it incompleye


Incomplete

A no breaner!!!

Brainer

That is the truth!!

Brent
Does not Ether testify that the sealed record is to come forth and greater things to be revealed? Is not the Sealed Record the first part of the fulfillment of that prophecy? Were not the Jews satisfied with the Torah and the Protestants with just the Bible? Do you not see the same pattern here?
Loving God must be first

Mark
I brtcha you half read them
Not with your heart and refuse to listen to all the prophets who speak against the cleverness of a very pwerful deceiver who steals power through us

Dumb ****

When the people are ready and willing and brought to the dust first!!!!!!

Brent
Apparently their not because they are rejecting the work of God

Only a small group have fallen for this deception. How poor a deliver satan is

Deceiver

Not deliver

Mark
You do not get it!!!
A solemn ynbreakable promise was prophesid that the record of the fullness would never be taken off this EARTH In 1830!!!!!!!

To a holy people

Brent
Usually his deceptions sweep the earth and millions are deceived by them all but this deception is so ineffective that only a small remnant are gullible enough to fall for it

Mark Sohlden
Your liars are found out and i have given you proof hands down....READ IT!!!!!

Goodnight!!!!! No more texts!!!!

Brent Sohlden
Remember what they said about the Jews....about the Christians...about the early Mormons...its exactly like you talk against the Brazil-USA Alliance

I already read everything you wrote to i rest my case. It didnt prove a thing or convince me

And you don't get to say when this conversation ends

Do you really go to bed at 4 o clock in the afternoon?

Mark
Can you yet lie to the holy spirit that the fullness was delivered as promised and backed by every word already contained in the inspired version and all sections of the D & C THROUGH 110????

Brent
I cannot lie to the Holy Spirit which is why I cannot deny the Truth

Mark
YOU ARE LYING

Brent
Can you deny Ether
Ether
Not Mauricio

Mark
STOP DOING IT!!!!

Brent
Not the monsters

Ether

Said greater thinggs

Ether

Moroni in Ether

The Brother of jared

Saw greater

Things

Mark
MAURICIO IS A FLAT OUT BLASPEMER!!!!

Brent
Ether

Can you deny Ether is true

Any longer

If Ether says greater things will be revealed why cant Mauricio

Why cant Moroni?

Why cant the Brother of JARED

...

I love you Mark with all my heart

Mark the fullness was never taken from the earth since 1830 but we saw through a glass darkly back then. With the beginning of the Sealed Records The earth and the Church will before many generations pass begin to see as clearly as God does

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Memo 04
Memo 05

Weather Cold

12.30
TUE
NEW
YEARS' 
EVE
EVE.
MY FUN DAY

I'm streaming Diary X, then intend to continue my stream with Diary XI, then XII..

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After Diary XIII, I intend to end my Stream.

On TV, the Rebels 24/7
Season 1 Loop is continually repeating.
I need to continue to build up Diary 2022 on brentlogsite1.
Maybe tomorrow, after I sleep more.

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I'll also update my Computer Diary, possibly Tomorrow or the next Day.

I asked Jesus if my Journal is prideful. He said, no, He knows exactly why I keep it and it has nothing to do with pride.  That is

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only Joy's opinion. 
Now I  will have Pepsi and attempt to get some much needed shuteye.
Many people have been praying that I get sleep, which is why I've been getting a  lot more sleep lately..

2:39 AM
I played Super Mario Bros 1 to escape temptation, then put

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my TV on the Mandalorian to entertain my TV.  I'm sure she had had enough of Rebels Season 1. So far she has streamed all of Mando 1 and 2, save for the very end of S2X8: The Rescue, which it is streaming now.

2:42 AM. If I can't sleep after

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Diary XIII ends I will continue watching Rebels Season 2 on DVD, from where I left off Drinking Pepsi, you know I may be wide awake from mental stimulation and caffeine, both from Star Wars and my Journal.
I'm at a dry part of

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Diary X right now, a list of names related to Frances Crosby, and it is now on a short biographical sketch of Frances Crosby, who sang 'His Eye is on the Sparrow, and I Know he watches me', and now soon a long list of some of

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the many hymns that she wrote.

Mando is rescuing Grogu from Moff Gideon.

This is the Way.

She wrote 8,000 poems about and 4 Volumes of verses, the fourth being Bells at Evening.

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She was married in 1858 to Alex Van Allstein.

She was blind since youth and well-educated.

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Her poems were published under nearly 200 different names.

About 60 of her hymns have come into common use in Great Britain.

I quoted the Book of Mormon and

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Doctrine and Covenants extensively in Diary X.

2:56 AM
I still have about 1/4 of my Pepsi left.

One of her hymns

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is Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord.

Another is Pass me not O Gentle Savior.

Another is I would be Thy little Lamb.
Another is I am Thy little friend.

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2:59 AM CST
This list in Diary X will go on for a while, then I forgot what's next in my X'th Diary.

Spring Forward, Fall back.

When CST becomes CDST again, at least in

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the State of Missouri, in Spring, it will be seen that the State of CDST is in apparent "time" significantly longer than the State of CST had been.
CST is only about a fourth of the Year.

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3:04 AM The AI Read Aloud extension continues to read aoud the list of some of Mrs. Allstein's many Hymns and poems.

"Romans 12:

....Overcome evil with good" is next.

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3:06 AM CST .
Ground Control to Major Tom lyrics are next.

3:07 AM 
Mando 2X8 ended.
Turning it onto The Book of Boba Fett. Will be listening (maybe mostly) not watching.  Then Mando3, then 

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Ahsoka.

3:10 AM CST Next in my journal, elders showed me kindness after I followed a false lead on Maggie.

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Listening to Diary X as the AI Read Aloud Voice Extension narrates a possible delusion involving a different Maggie, than my Maggie.

I was reading God's Secretaries, Black House and Wind Through The Keyhole. Except for

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Black House, , I have not finished them yet.

Listening to S1X1 of The Book of Boba Fett from the Beginning of the Episode, not even halfway paying attention to it.

In my Diary I think I am still exhibiting some very delusional thinking.

"And God saw the light, that it was good, and God divided between the darknesse."

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In Diary X, even back then Fredd my landlord was fixing things in my apartment and on the apartment house.

Then I sent a message to the junk_bow.

In  my X'th journal my pillow was bone dry after I threw it in water! What a miracle!

More delusional thinking and delusional song.

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Difference in soft drink
Northern and Southern terminology - 'pop' and 'soda'.

The Doctrine of the Nicolaitans.

The Doctrine of Christian Nudism. -Two heresies I spoke against in Diary X.

Conversations with Shane.

Love is sacrifice.

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Instructions for life.

Breaktime at McDonald's, then time to clean the men's and women's and women's bathroom.

Conversation with Robert Jozwiak.
3:39 AM CST
Still haven't touched that last quarter of a 1.25

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L of Pepsi yet.
3:42 AM CST
Conversation with junk_bow (partly delusional) (Ok, mostly delusional.)

Wow, I only got 20.00-----USD allowance back then.
God gave me a  100-fold increase. Now I get 200.00-----USD allowance! (Well, not next month - I have to pay my

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overdue bills and overdraft fees with that 200----- bucks in January 2026, Lord Willing.

Satan against the Brazil Work.

More possible delusins.

Shane closed portals pre-Covid season. - truth.

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Police harrassment of 2020.

Witch prophets.

dead heads.

thin space.

Long walk.

Lost stick.

Wet MyPillow which I threw away the Day I temporarily turned 100% against Trump, but never against Conservative values like

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Josh.

It is those who claim indifference to politics who side with the Leftist Liberals by default.

Controversial SW Tweet that caused a firestorm amongst + crowd on Twitter/x. Author: me.

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I was NOT banned for it, thank God.

God left me a remnant of my Journal although I had discarded foolishly most of them at the behest of te dead heads.

Also it had been my own foolish idea, supported wrongly

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by Joy, to burn all of my original Journals.

Oktoberfest.

Dog show.

God only makes so many moulds for people to look like on this earth, I had told the police, after inquiring about the former Mexican Squatters next door..

Heard then a plane flying by night.

3:56 AM CST BOBF S1X1: Stranger In A Strange Land over.

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5:13 AM I finished my Pepsi. Tried and missed tossing 1.25 L bottle in bedroom wastepaper basket. About to pick it up and put it in a living room basket instead.

Diary X (Diary 6-11) are about over.

I'm quoting the DC on page 2 of Diary X for Mark's benefit.

I had finished A Study In Scarlet for the first time on 11/03/2021 in Journal X.

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Wrote lyrics of How Firm A Foundation, a Mormon hymn the Protestants claim was written by a Protestant, that was given by the Lord to a Mormon in reality..

6:24 AM Listening to the end of Diary X, or 21 Ways to Know All Truth and Reality.
Making a  Table of Contents for Diary 4.

The table of Contentses I have made, am making and shall make will be helpful in the future in making an 

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index for my Diaries later.

7:14 AM CST

Diary X (6-16) has ended. It is Dawn.
Diary XI is starting. It started with Maggie's love note to me written in AD 2020 OR 2019.
Then I quote the RDC, then take a shower in Diary XI. Plan meals.  Have choc. shake. Eggrolls: 

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I'm still on EoAD 2021. I'm still typing Diary 19-Part III on https://truthandlight.boardhost.com .

BOBF stopped before S1X5. Turning Disney + to BOBF S 1X5 at 7:22 AM CST.

6:20 PM CST
Streaming
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Good,,,,,,,,,, 1.
Slept a lot.
Had some lasagna.
Teddy called and we did my DLA over the phone.
I am greatly improving in a lot of areas.
I started God's Plan For Life by Aaron Smith and finally continued Duplicity by Newt Gingrich, which I had misplaced but now found, and am now, with mic muted, am listening to The Return of Sherlock Holmes, pausing it and reading the book, unmuting the mic, then muting the mic and returning to the audiobook.
I continued the Autobiography of Thomas Jefferson today also.
Audible gave me another credit!

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I played various Nintendo games, including Spiderman 1&2.








 

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EoAD 2026

Memo 07

Weather Cold

1.1.2026
THURSDAY
NEW YEARS' DAY

Around Midnight fireworks went off, and at Midnight I shouted HAPPY NEW YEAR, BLESSED NEW YEAR, and JOYOUS NEW YEAR. Then a few minutes to a minute later I heard a couple or a few bloodcurdling screams. I shouted "O my G--, someone is screaming! Call the police!" and I soon found my phone and called 9-11. The person on the other end said they'd check it out. I gave her my address, and State. Then I came back inside and drank cold water out of the fridge and

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read from God's Plan For Life, which was on my kitchen counter,  and rinsed out two bowls in my kitchen sink partly, then sat in my metal RLDS Chair by my kitchen and wrote in my Diary, re-set up part of my Sorry! Game set-up which Tomorrow had knocked down a lot of to play with the tokens on the floor, plugged in my laptop, played RAID Shadow Legends and updated my computer Diary.


Before Midnight my Rummikub game fell into the catbox getting catlitter all over, including on the table, and spilling all my rummikub tiles all over, mostly in the catbox. I painstaikingly had scooped and picked them all u and put the box in a different place.

At 1:11 AM I removed a yellow Sorry! token from Tomorrow's cat dish tried drying it off and set it back upon the board. Then I dumped out Tomorrow's water and filled it up with more water, gave it to her in the hallway by my bedroom, and got on my laptop in my living room by my mini Nintendo to update my Computer Diary.

Then I went back to bed at 1:15 AM.

4:44 PM CST I napped for a long time today, continuing a thought experiment from days ago, and got up around 1:40 PM and streamed RAID and ate tuna and noodles, then napped until 40 and 4 minutes after 4 PM, continuing my thought experiment before falling asleep. I listened to most of an RLDS Communion Service before the CD skipped. Now I continue my RAID stream until 6 PM when it will then be time to do a Diary stream, Diary, 4. Napping again. Don't know why I'm so tired.
Did not go to work.
Drank A&W & Mt. Dw. Code Red.
Streamed most of Diaries XI-XII, SMBros 3.
played SMBros 3 w/Josh.
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