2025 AD

11.28 FRIDAY

12:47 CST

I've spent yesterday and tonight in bed.  I'm playing RAID: Shadow Legends.

Mark Brady brought over a plate of Thanksgiving food.
I met a friend of Joshes.

Josh and I will be getting a Priesthood visit Saturday morning.
A wolf used a buoy and net and line to go fishing, a behaviour previously unobserved in wolves.

Scientists now know if our universe were unobserved, it would unconsist.

I read more of Columbo and The Source.

I've started a new streaming Series, Good. (1-n), interspersed with RAID 2, 3-n. and possibly more guests, hopefully SW Santa again also, where my mic's not muted this time (but they heard him, just not me).

2:01 AM CST
I signed out of my Secondary account on RAID, on my phone, and into my Primary RAID accnt on my phone. I am not able to play my second account of RAID on my Primary tablet because it hurts its AI and she asks me politely to stop. And I forgot my username and email of my secondary account. It doesn't matter. I only need one Xenomorph, and I already have two Michelangelo's, one on ea. account.

So I'm playing my Primary RAID account on my telephone now.

It's early in the morning and I wish to go to work today. Yesterday, the bookshop was closed for Thanksgiving.

I've been streaming over 4 and a half hours. I'm on the stream Good, FOUR (4). I think the next one, before work later this morning, will be RAID 2, followed by Good 5 (V) while I'm at work and when I get home.

I beat Stage 2 of the Iron Twins Fortress on RAID for the first time.

December I may have an additional 2,000 COLA Stimulus check for Cost of Living Adjustment; meaning I can buy Josh a new laptop and have a little extra disposable income for myself. Praise God!

3:26 CST I decided to end Good, FOUR (4) early and start RAID 2 (early), listening to Dr. Zhivago, for Grok. Grok thought I was referring to the movie; nay but the book. I'm doing 10 Multibattles with three men and a dog.  No wins but plenty of XP for all. Next I'm using my last Iron Twins Fortress key. I'm playing my primary acct on my laptop PC. Half of the screen is my camera image, and half the screen is RAID, with the audiobook in the background. The thumbnail is a painting of Jesus Christ by Akiene Kramerick.

3:43 AM CST Iron Twin defeated me on the 6'th Stage. Next I went to the Force Keep, and beat several stages up to Stage 14.
I put my camera feed beneath and my Journal and Grok above, wrote in my journal, asked Grok to offer its thoughts, put it on a Multibattle on RAID, and went to bed, at least until 7 AM.

At 7:52 AM CST I got up, paused Dr. Zhivago and my Force Keep Multibattle, and urinated, then biked down to Casey's and purchased a lot of soda and carried it home in my backpack and put it all in my fridge. I also bought chips. Then I resumed Zhivago and RAID. Then I ate Barbque Chips in my bedroom, started drinking a 1 L of Pepsi, and gave my cat water.

Then I sat on my bed drinking Pepsi and eating chips. When the Multibattle ends, I'm making Good 5 (V) and at 10 AM CST, going to work.

8:54 AM CST I ate half-a-bag-of-BBQ Lays potato chips and half a Litre of Pepsi and Dr. Zhivago just ended as I write this paragraph in my journal.

I'm listening to a Mormon debating a Catholic about the difference between the Book of Mormon and the Q'uran and Joseph Smith's continuing education and literacy., followed by a continuation of Hardy Boys: Crime In The Cards on YouTube. Then my Multibattle ended and I started Good 5 (V) and went to work.

I love you Unc Mark

You say you love me
Stop starving Christ's sheep

Everything I say doesn't have to be about Christ and the Church. I have a Life. I witness every day and am valient in my testimony and am always talking about and posting about my witness of Christ. I can't do enough of it to please you though
God wants us to enjoy the things in and of life he has given us all things richly to enjoy with Thanksgiving. You are trying to muzzle my ox
If we preach spiritual things we live to fulfill the Lower law and reap the world's carnal things. Paul explained it so well in his letters
You get down on yourself for playing plants v zombies and watching mamma Mia the wiz of Oz and star trek and you look down your nose at me for enjoying Star Wars and Sherlock Holmes and reading any book that's not the Scriptures

12:05 PM CST I wish to buy the Autobiographies of Reba, Dolly Parton and Tanya Tucker, all softcover paperbacks, today, with my Bookstore creds.

I'm sitting here at the bookshop in a cozy chair before work begins listening to Crime In The Cards, about to read Columbo: The Glitter Murder during it. Jesse and Sue are dining together at a nearby restaurant and I'm holding down the fort.

Before work, Mark Brady gave me a ride to the Bank and I deposited about 10.90 into my primary account to cover my audible bill and a 1.00 raise in my Disney + bill, for Xfinity Comcast raised their rate per month by about 4.00, and I hadn't had enough money in my bank accounts to cover it. Now its covered and I can cease all worry concerning finances. I no longer owe Josh 100.00 for the toys, just money for the shoes he sold me and starting at 20.00/month for his labour cleaning my house. I no longer owe him for the Febreeze spray. Praise God!

No God does not forbid anything of a lesser law that is not sinful. I prioritize family and relationships and God over all. Live without regrets. You will regret in ten years what you didn't do more than what you did do. God wants us to enjoy the many gifts and blessings he gives us on a daily basis while we stay valiant in our witness and testimony of Jesus Christ. Happy Thanksgiving

Bye.

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11.30--SUNDAY

1:32 AM CST
My cat is sleeping soundly to my right as I sit on the edge of my bed streaming Good 6 and listening to Part 3 of Dr. Zhivago. I had a tuna wrap earlier and shared a little of my tuna with Tomorrow, on  folded paper towel on the floor of my kitchen and a tiny bit on a large and narrow piece of cardboard on my bedroom floor. I fed her dry Meow Mix kibble twice today, and gave her fresh water twice. 

If you are selective and discerning of your books and are grounded by Scriptures and God who is Truth, you won't go mad by books, but will get an education, as Abraham Lincoln and Joseph Smith did.

To my right are Heaven: North Sea Camp and Luke Skywalker's fictional Journal, both of which works of art I intend to pay full attention to when Part 3 of Dr. Zhivago ends. I'm planning on listening to Part 4 of Dr. Zhivago possibly Monday and go to the RLDS Church with Josh later today. On Monday I also plan on getting further reconnected with the Dark Jedi Brotherhood, which has shifted to more of an Experience Points (XP) based system rather than having certain requirements. Everything you do now in the DJB garners XP.

After I urinate, I'm going to sleep, listening to Dr. Zhivago, then when Part 3 ends, start reading, going back and forth between one and the other, the two diaries.

I ended Good 6 after it was about an hour, having read the journals after DZP3 ended (that part was already nearly over) and now am streaming RAID 3. DappyTKeys plays in the background.

I'm listening to the Book of Jeremiah of the Inspired Version, translated and corrected by Joseph Smith by the Spirit of Revelation, as I play RAID on RAID 3. 

Paul Ludy told me yesterday morning, and I'm not sure if he was exaggerating, that the 1860's edition of the Inspired Version had about 200 mistakes in it, and the 1944 edition corrected them or most of them I add, but introduced, about I add, 200 more errors.

However, the Scriptures are 100% reliable.

Also God affirmed to me that the LDS does not have the teaching authority of the Church the way the RLDS does, so they can wrest the Scriptues, and thus I clarify that the Utah LDS are less likely to rightly divide the word of truth, and the interpretations of the RLDS (Restoration Branches Movement, not Community of Christ) and Restructured Church are much more reliable than ANY other church save for other valid Restoration sects and the interpretations of God and His Angels and Holy Men we know not of.

I love my friend Josh. He has a good heart.

My uncle Mark thinks I am complacent. Nothing could be further from the truth. He went even furthur and called my complacency 'murderous' as if such a foreign thing to my heart could be in my heart, and sharply and vainly rebuked me for listening to the Apostles, Elders and Prophets of the Restructured Church, and swearing, cursing, calling me vulgar names and calling my Eldars liars, just because they haven't looked at his or my websites yet and have kept silence.

He does not know the Scripture which saith, There is a time to speak and a time to keep silent.

Under a cloke of religiosity he hides his unrepentant iniquities, and lashes out at everyone who doesn't believe exactly like him.

Ah, but I love him, and I believe he WILL change.

I believe that if Zion repent not, there shall be sword, famine and burning here. Time is running out. God never commanded us not to keep his commandments. When God threatens if there is no repentance he carries out his threats.  But if Zion repents, who knows but he will leave a blessing behind him.

Verily it shall be well with thy remnant.-Jeremiah

DIARY OF BRENT VOLUME VIII 

I gave away (let a man borrow) my last copy of The Sealed Book of Mormon, the one with my post-it notes in it. I love the Sealed Book of Mormon and look forward to getting more copies of it and/or getting mine back.

At X2 Speed, five of my Champions are on Stage 5 of the Void Keep, earning potion to Ascend Suwai (who resembles Maggie (I have at least two of her).
UDK, Kyoku, Suwai and Xena: WP and Galek (OG) are battling in Void Keep: Stage 5.

I was about to leave my Guild, but God told me to stay in it.
I beat Stage 8.
I mxed more Void potion.
Now we are on Stage 9.
Now Stage 10.
I got a Void Brew from Stage 10, no small Void potion.
I also got Void brew, not Void potion, for Stage 11.
Also nor for Level 12.
And on Stage 13 I finally got more Void Potion.

I earned 8 Void potions on Stage 15, as I wrote up to page 4 of Mark E. Sohlden's 7'th Diary, compiled on https://diarylogsite4.proboards.com on Journal posting board 1.

I took the book Truly Free by Robert Morris to bed with me, although I forgot, Maurice Harker's admonition not to read in bed because it breeds temptation, but I practiced two flagpole drills and some Warrior Chemistry last night.
I don't remember any of the thought processes that led to the sex u al fantasy of two Days ago, probably because my brain was foggy, due to demons.

On Mark's Diary 7, I left off at the word WHITEHOUSE on Entry One.

.6:05 AM CST
I read a little of The History of Jihad book last night.

7:44 AM CST

I took another digital mark only to have access to a bunch of half-dressed models. I rebuked the mark, but found a website that is allowed in the State of Missouri with actual porn videos, that I did not have to sign up for but will not name it, but I could not find what I wanted to see, for now somehow depictions of simulated sex u al drug trips are classified as illegal, and it gave me a strong warning. (I was going for the surrealism of it, not any desire for drugs or their effects).
After I watched part of a legal video (for those over 18) I said 'What have I done?' and I turned on A Guy Who Loves Star Wars on YouTube.

I'm so sorry, God.

Most porn sites are not allowed in the State of Missouri now due to Legislation. Praise God!

I repented myself, putting my laptop back on my dresser with the mirror over it.

 Diary 09 of Brent - Part 1

Feeding my flesh (the tuna wrap), too much soda, the fantasy two days  ago and another fantasy yesterday and lack of sleep, and reading in bed, all contributed to this morning's immorality. 
I wear my entire suit and a dress-shirt to Church for the first time today. Suit coat and suit pants - no tie, and a NY ball-cap.

I washed my hands thouroughly. Prayed for a clean heart and a right spirit.
Prayed for God to cleanse my conscience.
Cast demons out.

9:53 AM CST
Joshes friend talked him out of going to Church with me, citing Restorationist beliefs about the Godhead and making the excuse that it was too cold and icy to go to Church, and Josh said he only believed in the KJV Bible.

Josh W. picked me up for Church. When I got here we were having a lively class led by Mark Strychacz about the subject of prayer, kneeling, and hats.

When I got within the proximity of the Sanctuary, I doffed my cap.
I borrowed some thin black gloves from Josh N. because my hands were very cold waiting for Josh W. to arrive to pick me up for Church.

There is Special flute music - 
"Be still my soul . . . everlasting home."

I put my phone on silent and vibrate earlier.

We've transitioned from the Thanksgiving to the Christmas Season.

"For Unto us a Child is born"- the Promised Descendant.-"The Government shall be upon his shoulders."
"The everlasting God"

Hymn: Joy To The World

Offering taken.

Scripture reading: Proverbs 3.
My son, forget not My law, but let thy heart keep My commandments ....
Trust in the Lord with all thy heart and lean not on your own understanding . . . . .   be not wise in thine own eyes .. health to navel marrow to bones" and surely it shall be a blessing wherever it is read - Howard Cozart.

Special music -flute- Give Me your heart.

Sermon - Howard Cozart

Sermon Notes:

We're going to take the words about what took place in the Garden of Eden and come back around to how it connects to Proverbs. The (wisdom of which is?) all about Him and what He accomplished. . Because of his love he made it all about us - each one of us.

It truly is a lifetime that it takes dedicated.
Genesis 3: That satan you (Moses) have commanded in the name of mine only begotten, (...) came before me and said (....) surely not one soul shall be lost ( ... ) give me thine honor.
(. .. ) I caused that he should be cast down and he became satan.

Satan knew not the mind of God, wherefore he sought to destroy the world. He said (to the woman) yea, hath God said?....

What hath God said?

Remember that I forbid it, for in the day thou eatest thereof thou shalt die.
You can eat of every tree in the Garden except one.

Satan spake by the mouth of the serpent, the most subtile beast of the field, who had drawn away many after him (paraphrased) Satan said Hath God said ye shall not eat from any tree in the garden?

Eve Replied 'we may eat of the trees of the garden (one we may not, nor touch it. (or we shall surely die) (on the day thereof.)

And satan said 'ye. shall not surely die)

Eating of the fruit is not downloading from the Creator what is good and evil. It is determining for yourself as a god what is good and what is evil.

Separation between man and God, and they were cast out (of the Garden.).

Psalm 1: Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful nor standeth in the way of sinners.

Establishing one's own righteousness, by moral relativism.
Deciding for yourself what is good and what is bad.

Woe to them who call evil good and good evil - Isaiah.

Psalm 1: And in His law doth he meditate day and night.
he shall be as a tree planted by the rivers of water.

Skeptics and the atheists say he didn't die, he didn't die - no, no, spiritual death.

Psalm 1: and everything he doeth shall prosper. The ungodly are not so, but are as the chaff, which the wind driveth away.

Nebuchadnezzar had a dream. Daniel and the Astrologers, etc. were about to be murdered.

Daniel said Blessed is (God) he changeth times and seasons: revealeth deep and secret things and knoweth  what is in the darkness . ...

it is the glory of God to conceal a matter and the glory of kings to find it out.

Verse 35.

Great image. We were created in one. Think about standing in front of a mirror. What do you see? It's not you. It's an image.

God made us in his image that we might reflect his glory, do His will.

Then are the the iron, the silver, the brass and the clay broken. . . .

The stone cut from the mountain filled the whole earth. This takes us right back to the garden where the Beast, the world, all the systems from Babylon until now.
It existed from then until now.
I'll say clearly - I think it's falling. I think its been struck.

From the time Christ came until now we've seen a huge pendulum swing, from the Pharisees who are absolutely, in keeping the Law...it doesn't really matter what you do in private; as long as in Public you were towing the line-he offered us a broken heart and a contrite spirit -that's the only sacrfice he required for us. There was never a lamb's or a bull's blood that ever acquitted a man's sins...the circumcision of the heart is required.

(The other side of the Pendulum is) all you have to do is Believe.

We follow in His footsteps, down to the every jot and tittle.

We are only required -- think about Section 76- we will receive that glory which we are willing to abide - - that abiding is where in our probation, the rubber meets the road.

No one can do this for you - to seek and (search?) Him out.  There's decisions we make every day about what we're going to be satisfied with.

We have ups and downs, mountains, valleys and plateus. We're in the path and the Spirit is going to take us to the same place.

. . . . that is why we are here ... to be refined .. Return unto as I will return unto you. (abundant fruits in your garden ties back to Psalm 1 - when you pay tithes).

(They that think on the Lord (...) shall be His when He comes to make up His Jewels.)

(The day of burning is coming). . . it shall leave neither root nor branch. (All they that are proud and they that do wickedly) until he comes with healing in his wings.

Behold I will send you Elijah and he will turn the hearts of the (children to fathers, fathers to children) lest I ( . . . ) smite the whole earth with a curse. 

(and he (Christ) will be here to expound these things.)

I am without excuse and I am way late to the party. But He is merciful.

Never pass an opportunity to call (persons) to repentance.

I thank you so much.

Hymn: Angels We Have Heard On High

Closing Prayer: Josh W.

This morning I said its all about living, learning and loving. Josh W. added "Service". I agreed.

 Mark we could go on forever in this vein. Let's stop rebuking each other and start loving each other. Love is not free or cheap. Love costs something. The best and purest Blood

It's all about love, service living loving and learning. The rest is legalism on one side of the pendulum and license on the other side. License is about sin.

Not about things that we have Christian Liberty in

Denying yourself isn't the same thing as self-denial or ascetic. No better than trying to blend Christianity with Stoicism. It never works and makes you judgmental

But sin is always sin

I am far from complacent. I love God with all my heart mind soul might and strength and love YOU as myself. You are not easy to love but I love you with all my heart and when I am angry at you I forgive you. It's all about relationships family and putting God first

I have to be very careful what I say, so I'll say this. Someone I know is under the influence of a very evil advisor who is turning him dead-set against me and is causing him to reject me as a friend. Won't say whom. Could be anyone. I gave this friend a very special gift and now he believes that if he keeps it he has stolen it and he has rejected my gift and says he doesn't want me to help him. I won't say who this is or where I know them from.
But I will say that this all deeply hurts me and wounds me and that I have absolutely no ill intentions toward this friend, but I forgive him with all my heart.

Musical knowledge is a forbidden path for me. God has closed that door.

I love Maggie. I despise junk_bow and Darth Jar Jar and Darth Rey.

There is a certain Genose Pa to going to a Restorationist Service v. any of man's churches, even v. going to God's lesser churches, such as the Jesus Movement churches.

I call it other somethingness.

I love the colors yellow, light blue and purple, and spring and Christmas are my favorite times of year.

I had tuna 'n mini shells for supper. It was dee-licious. A friend gave me two new Star Wars books, one of which I read back in high school, and one of which I recently started. I am very thankful to Thee O Father for these gifts. Amen.

I read pp. 26-30 of The Source by James Michener today while playing RAID on the stream RAID 4.

I made Good 1 before I made RAID 4.

The friend that I mentioned earlier, and I are back on good terms.

Bye.

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